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Featured on Jul 22, 2021 at 5:09 PM: Tres Genco, an incel who posted as 'Oedipus' on incels.is, was arrested for plotting a mass murder of women.

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Some E-Celeb Alt
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Featured on Jul 19, 2021 at 11:31 AM: JFG's barely functional potato woman girlfriend "Mama JF" has left him.
Mama JF has left the building ladies and guntlemen, JF gives some thoughtful advice for all the bros out there as well. Here's some a few choice clips.

Bush did USS Maine

Coal fires don't sink steel hulls
Featured on Jul 16, 2021 at 7:57 AM: Matthew Vickers, the father of Ethan Ralph's teenage baby-momma, has filed a harassment claim against Ralph in California civil court.
Superior Court of California, county of Nevada case CU21-085597: Vickers, Matthew William vs Ralph, Ethan Oliver. Parties can request a remote hearing but there does not appear to be any way for interested members of the public to listen in remotely. The court does not provide court reporters for civil harassment cases, a party has to request that at their own expense. Absent a court reporter, an electronic recording is considered the official court record and may be available for request for $15.


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Coo coo
True & Honest Fan
Featured on Jul 15, 2021 at 12:15 PM: Monica Punk's thread from 2014 gets a new OP.
There is an old thread on this individual already, but the OP's full of dead videos and ultimately, it didn’t get the attention it could've, so this is my feeble attempt at reviving the discussion.

Say hello to Monica!


I, and many others, heard about her after a video of hers went semi-viral around 2014 under her old moniker of "Monica Punk."
In this video, she details why she is opposed to getting a job, citing a hatred for retail being one of the reasons (yet expresses desire to work at Hot Topic), and uses this to justify being on welfare.
Bear in mind, she doesn’t attribute her aversion to getting a job on “muh mentalz” throughout this entire video, but she does it constantly nowadays. There is a mouth-diarrhea of excuses in this video, but none have to do with her debilitating mental illnesses.

The memory of this video urged me to seek her out and what I found was shocking.

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Ms. Riot is very prolific uploader, uploading 4-6 videos a day of mostly pointless shit. Since I’ve subbed to keep tabs on her, she’s flooded my subscription feed with so much garbage that it’s become a chore to scroll past it. There is just too much for me to sift through, but there’s plenty of entertainment to be had once you get past videos of herself wordlessly drawing for almost ten minutes (yes, this is a regular thing for her).

She doesn't take the opportunity to rant about how bullshit the world is, bitches we don't know, or anything else that would make this kind of video mildly-engaging ⁠— we barely even see her progress. We just sit and watch her draw in complete silence until she's done. Sometimes you get to hear her snort, mumble, or hear her aging parents hack in the background. Again, she uploads videos like this regularly and it's very confusing to me.

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Here’s the finished piece. Ain’t it pretty?

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Four years ago, she got a little more attention with this particular video here and you can see why.


This was the first video I saw upon rediscovering her and it was kind of jarring to see she hadn’t changed in the least. Fast-forward all these years later and she is still uploading videos defending her lifestyle to a non-descript group of people who're criticizing her. I have no idea who these people are, given that her videos never have any comments on them.

She is also a lesbian (and a possible troon in the works). She’s made a plethora of videos discussing her girlfriends and girls she wants to be her girlfriend. Her mother’s judgmental attitude toward the women she dates is taking a toll on her mental health, according to her.

Thanks to @michael_bruh for helping out with the finnicky NSFW archival process.

She uploads another highly personal video of herself rambling in the dark about her dwindling porn usage, a girl she likes, and how much she doesn't care.

Monica is an artist,

as well as a musician,

she is also fat.

She has multiple Facebook accounts, most of them being abandoned or forgotten in typical Lolcow fashion.

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This post here is from 2019, but it’s interesting because of this rare comment chain I found on one of her recent videos.
In response to this video This is difficult someone asks her if she’s getting kicked out and she responds with:

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There are some contradictory statements here. She asks a couple years ago if it's legal to kick out a "mentally ill" person (that's certainly up for debate) and claims today that her parents would never kick her out. It’s strange that all of the sudden, she would have this drive to go house-searching for funzies unless there was a force actively dogging her to move out, such as her mom. I imagine she threatens her mom with the legalities of kicking her out and that's why no action has been taken, but that's just speculation.

She outright states she's moving out, but it's unlikely to be totally of her own volition.

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I also suspect a homeless-saga is in the works because of her bizarre attempts to rope in viewers, no matter how unsavory those viewers may be.

She’s recently uploaded two videos of her feet. I guess to make money potentially? Draw in the perverts?

Just as with YouTube, she treats Facebook as a sort of diary where she can air out her most personal and private grievances, via shitty macros.

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Featured on Jul 14, 2021 at 12:45 PM: The first Kiwi Silver was struck and I've re-opened orders.


There's still delays before they can start striking but they made this one just for display purposes.

If you place an order now, you should still expect at least 4 months before it gets to you. If you placed an order before, we're waiting for COVID-19 restrictions to end (there's no date set yet) and then it'll be about 2 weeks to produce, ship to distribution, and then ship to final destination.

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Featured on Jul 13, 2021 at 2:41 PM: Official reply to Vice Motherboard & all the random visitors from clickbait blogs here right now

1. This is the OFFICIAL Kiwi Farms reply to ALL "Investigative" "Journalists".
2. If you post more than one word you get thread-banned. Acronyms count. Hyphenated words count.

I'll start



Featured on Jul 12, 2021 at 2:11 PM: Dreamhost is forcing us to change domain registrars.
No, the domain is obviously not seized, you're using it right now.

The primary backup is kiwifarms.ru and I am working on a second based in the US.

There is the Tor exit node found here: http://uquusqsaaad66cvub4473csdu4uu7ahxou3zqc35fpw5d4ificedzyqd.onion/
Don't know how to use Tor? Download Brave, bookmark it, then open with a Tor window.

Dreamhost's decision kicks the can. I've moved the domain. I will probably move it again to another registrar. I am registering other domains and putting them on replacements for Cloudflare, just in case.

This is not an urgent, fatal blow as much as it is another shaken pillar from a company/service which really has no business what so ever moderating content.

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I opened my Dreamhost account over 12 years ago, in April 2009, and registered my first domain name at 16 with birthday money I had saved up. Dreamhost has been the registrar of kiwifarms dot net for its entire existence. Despite the problems we've faced in just the recent past, and despite all the services that we've had to find replacements for over the years, Dreamhost has - shockingly - been the only company to not fail in their role of providing basic Internet resources without senseless moderation for that entire time. This was not an easy job for them, and from what I understand, Dreamhost had their own customer support reply template for complaints related to our domain because the volume of complaints was numerous enough to warrant it.

Despite no evidence what so ever of any harassment towards Byuu, or even a confirmation of Byuu's suicide, the coordinated harassment campaign led by Hector Martin against Cloudflare and Dreamhost has yielded positive results in that Dreamhost is no longer our domain registrar. This sets an incredibly dangerous precedent and walks the Internet further down the path of oblivion. More of the Internet's underpinnings are consolidating, and what few companies remain independent are becoming more worthless and pussified by the minute.

I have written more on this topic here:

Despite this shortcoming, Dreamhost has given me 14 days to move my domains over to someplace else and I am working on that now.

The path forward is getting narrower and more expensive.

If you're going to suggest replacements, do not suggest the following: GoDaddy, Gandi, Epik

We're on Cloudflare now but I'm not particularly happy about this because it creates a bigger single point of failure.
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Featured on Jul 11, 2021 at 1:14 PM: You too can be Korean.
Oli London
Oli London (pronouns: They/Them/Kor/Ean/Jimin) is a formerly British 31 year old singer, songwriter, and non-binary trans-racial South Korean. His life goal is to become Korean, totaling 16 surgeries as of this OP. They are worth over $150,000 as of 2018 and requires monthly lip injections that have surpassed $20,000 in total cost. It is currently estimated that his surgeries in current year (2021) have totalled up to $400k. He has had five rhinoplasty surgeries, three jawbone surgeries, two titanium screws in his face, and a partridge in a pear tree brow lifts, removed fat, and even had a nipple correction. He started receiving notoriety in 2018 due to him pioneering new social battles. While Oli is not the first transracial person to come into the public eye, he has gone the extra mile by engaging in horrifying levels of plastic surgery. Starting when he moved to Korea in the early 2000s to teach English, he fell in love with Korean culture, primarily Kpop.

For eight years, Oli has never felt quite right in his own body. The longing to be a different race may appeal to some, but what truly sets Oli apart is his desire to become Jimin, a K-Pop star. This might be the first documented case of someone being a trans-persona. Not only is he interested in transitioning to a culture he doesn't truly understand with a language he cannot speak, but he wants to become someone he doesn't know. Jimin, being a world famous K-Pop star, has an image and personality wholly manufactured by a multi-million dollar industry.

Oli London - Koreaboo​

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Let us briefly discuss his obsession with looking like Jimin. It has been written before and will be mentioned several times more that he wants to be Jimin, not just resemble him. His obsession with Jimin extends to his looks, interests, and even his marriage. He is married to a cardboard cutout of Jimin (archive). It is unclear if he is married to a specific cardboard cutout of Jimin or if he's married to a type of cardboard cutout. Like, if his cardboard cutout was damaged, could he replace it with an identical and consider it the same one he's married to? Not to start a new age Ship of Theseus experiment, but I've lost some sleep to this


Oli was cast into the public eye primarily after a Bri*ish show called Hooke on the Look had an episode on his plastic surgery journey to become Jimin. The episode went viral, likely becoming their most circulated and aired episode. The episode follows Oli as he travels to Korea to have his most invasive surgery, including shaving down his jaw, nose, and cheekbones. It took months to recover and it ends with him revealing his new face infront of his friends - and they looked visibly horrified. He also did not tell his mom about the surgery, so I wonder how she felt after she discovered it

Caucasian to Asian: My Jaw Bone Surgery To Look Korean | HOOKED ON THE LOOK​

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He was even counseled by Doctor Phil, who stopped just short of calling him insane. In the intro video, he discusses how he wants to be a perfect, plastic person. The living embodiment of a plastic Jimin. Pretty wild, but after this episode he agreed to stop having plastic surgeries. The video on the right is him one year later, giving a message to Dr. Phil.

Man Has Spent $150,000 On Numerous Surgeries, Can’t Feel His Face, All To Look Like His K-Pop Idol​

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Oli London: ‘I’ve been transitioning, and now I’ve officially come out Korean.’​

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'I Now Identify As Korean After Being Born in the Wrong Body' | This Morning​

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[K-Poppin'] INSIDER with Oli London​

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His social activism naturally extends to his social media life as well. Here are some of his recent tweets, as well a shout out by Ben Shapiro
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There has been considerable political fallout surrounding Oli's trans-Korean nature. Progressive streamerbro Hasan (who also has a thread here) got cumstered and dumpstered by his chat after he failed to explain why Oli is not trans-racial while transgendered people are perfectly legitimate. After failing to defend his statements he resigns himself to saying, "There is no legitimate argument to defend against this." -Minute 7:21 in the video below
Listen to a progressive talk about Oli London as if they were Rush Limbaugh talking about a transgender person peeing next to their daughter in a public restroom

Is Transracialism a Real Thing?​

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Here are a few videos of Koreans reacting to Oli's transformation, Korean skills, and general persona. Notice how little of a grasp Oli has on the Korean language, yet he attempts to speak it so confidently. I wish I had that kind of attitude.

Korean in her 80s reacts to 'Oli London'​

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KOREANS react to OLI LONDON (who thinks he's KOREAN)​

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In conclusion, Oli is an unwell Br*ish social media type that has ruined his physique due to his unhealthy idealization of the Korean and K-Pop aesthetic. He has spent much of his generational wealth on surgeries, and has been having his addiction fueled by free surgeries offered by groups looking for free advertisement. The consequences of Oli's public life are affecting our public discourse, however. The transracial debate (despite being a meme) is being held up by both sides to suit their narratives. For us, Oli is a Lolcow who has broken the boundaries of what it means to be trans and proud. On this holy day, I say all trans-Koreans are real Koreans.

The best of Oli London -Tiktok Compilation​

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He payed $150 000 to look like BTS JIMIN​

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BTS stan changes race to Korean..​

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British Influencer Now Identifies as a Non-Binary Korean​

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Oli London Changed Their Race To Korean by Tricking Kpop Fans​

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Stay strong cardboard Jimin...

Purchase Plastic Jimin Here: Twitter (archive) - Instagram - Youtube (archive) - Youtube VEVO (archive) - Website (archive) - Cameo (archive)

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Featured on Jul 11, 2021 at 10:29 AM: Brother Hoy, a minister for the Holy Farms, has died.
Brothers and sisters of the Holy Farms LLC.
It is with heavy heart that I inform you that Brother Hay has passed on(archive)(Second site (archive)). He is no more. He has ceased to be. He's expired and gone to meet his maker. He's stiff, bereft of life. He rests in peace. If you hadn't nailed him to the perch he'd be pushing up daises. His metabolic processes are now history. He's off the twig. He's kicked the bucket. He's run down the curtain and joined the bleedin' choir invisible. He is an ex-person.
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Play us out one last time, Harland
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Featured on Jun 29, 2021 at 5:15 PM: My response regarding Byuu / Near
I've addressed this during the downtime on an error page but I am making another statement here. We'll likely experience more downtime as people continue to be outraged.

On June 27th, Henry Martin (@marcan42 on Twitter) published a Google Doc stating that an emulator developer named Near (or Byuu) had committed suicide. He went on to explicitly blame the Kiwi Farms for harassing Byuu. He also listed the names of two third-party service providers, implying people should harass them in retribution.

1. No evidence of Kiwi Farms users harassing Byuu exists.
Byuu had a 13 page thread on the forum. Byuu participated in this thread. You can read the thread in archives here. Threads on this site often grow to thousands of pages, so thirteen is very small. I encourage you to read it for yourself before making assumptions about what was said or done to Byuu.

Last year, Byuu joined the forum to talk to users in his thread. You can read his posts in archives here and here. In his messages, he said:
So sincerely, and only in my case and no one else's, thank you for the wake-up call here OP. No hard feelings. I'm not asking you to take it down, and I know you never would anyway. Keep it. Mirror it. Put it on a titanium disk and ship it into space. I'll own all of my mistakes. If you ever get a DMCA or GDPR request or some bullshit on this, it's not me. Send me an e-mail and I'll counter-claim it myself. People do impersonate me (eg on Stormfront), so keep your guard up against any false flagging or white knighting, please. I support free speech absolutely, even when it's speech I don't like, because silencing it only makes things worse. I even defended Tom in the recent Goemon translation controversy, knowing that'd lose me support among my friends. And I'll lose a lot of support by simply posting here at all. So be it.

People on Twitter (who do not participate in the forum and actively want to see it shut down) frequently claim that we are an "organized harassment site" designed to "drive people to suicide". This is not true. Our rule about "no trolling plans" and otherwise not messing with people is not for liability. The principle of "look, don't touch" is built into the zeitgeist of the community. The users on this website are ordinary people who want to watch the trash TV of the Internet. With limited exception (see: Zoosadism and Nick Bate), there is no desire to see people harmed.

2. There is no evidence that Byuu is dead.
The only source of this suicide is the Twitter user marcan42, who himself is a secondary source citing a totally anonymous person.

The Google Doc describes a preposterous scenario where a real life friend of Byuu was called late at night, and then he proceeded to sit on the phone for 30 minutes while his friend overdosed and killed himself. The document describes the music playing in the background, but nothing else. No discussion, no attempts to stop him, no attempts to call welfare services. This is an unrealistic story described in such a way which does not hold up to scrutiny.

In the emails to me (described below), Byuu claimed he had no real life friends. The document claims that this person had sushi with Byuu the week before.

Byuu himself is anonymous. In the years that the Kiwi Farms (famous for 'doxing') had a thread on Byuu, no one had a first or last name for him. Nobody knew where he lived. Nobody knew what he looked like. None of his personal information is in that thread. Even right now, we cannot do a wellness check to see if he's alive.

Marcan's last tweet about Byuu came a day after his first. He says that he, with no relation to Byuu, called the police of Tokyo and that they confirmed, over the phone, that Byuu was dead. This is not how the police operate in any country, never mind Japan, where personal privacy is deeply revered in their society. Marcan's claim that the police would do this seriously undermines his credibility.

3. Byuu has a history of manipulative behavior.
He made a post on his forum (which has since been deleted) accusing a rival emulator developer named Squarepusher from Retroarch of harassing him for a decade. A copy of this post is here.

In 2020, he posted that he retired from emulation development (archive). He became reclusive and triggered people into wondering if he had committed suicide (archive). He hadn't, and returned to development months later.

4. Byuu tried to extort me.
Byuu emailed me the day before posting his tweet chain. You can read it here. In it, he attempted to extort me. Byuu claimed that if I did not delete all information about him on the forum, he would kill himself and blame me.

He offered me $120,000 cash. He also offered me his services helping write software for the Kiwi Farms. I saw this as a legally and morally dubious offer at best, entrapment at worst, so I declined.

I told him I would have to consult an attorney. He barely waited 12 hours after his first email before closing communications and deciding to go through with his plan at 3am my time.

In his emails to me, he promised a trusted friend would deliver a scan of his passport on Twitter within 5 hours of him killing himself as proof. Two days later, we still do not have this passport scan or any evidence he has killed himself besides the testimony of a Twitter user, citing an anonymous third party.

It personally interests me that the Google Doc names two third-party services the Kiwi Farms does actually use (albeit, neither 'host' the forum). This information is not obvious without educated scrutiny, because a lot of the Kiwi Farms's infrastructure is self-hosted and owned directly by me - unlike most websites online. Marcan was both very fast and very accurate in finding and naming these two unaffiliated companies. I don't believe that he could have found that information in the timeframes between Byuu's last email to me, the alleged phone call, and the document that Marcan posted.

The Kiwi Farms is an entertainment site. It is a lighthearted discussion forum that exists to talk about people. It's not a Jigsaw-esque torture chamber to teach people the value of life. It's Internet nerds gossiping about their favorite e-celebs. It's catty women talking about fat girls on YouTube. Sometimes, it's even anime avatars talking about vtubers. These are ordinary people who are having fun on the Internet, and everyone is welcome to join us.

In the 8 years we've been around, Byuu is the first person with a thread on the forum to name the Kiwi Farms as a cause of suicide - despite previously claiming he did not care about it. I believe he has made choices regarding his medication (including the decision to ignore his doctor's orders by self-medicating HRT) that induced an altered state of mind.

Regardless of the truth, Twitter's reaction to this sends a dangerous message to troubled people: the best form of revenge is a suicide note.

I hope Byuu is alive and I wish him well. However, I will not be extorted.
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Featured on Jun 29, 2021 at 4:34 PM: Idubbbz and Anisa got married and flashed a notorious white power symbol in the process. Congratulations!

:story: A wedding dress that resembles my Grandma's doily and fake e-girl freckles for her wedding makeup, with a marriage blessed by an Elvis impersonating preacher. How much fucking trashier can you get?!


Ball Ween Hammer
True & Honest Fan
Featured on Jun 27, 2021 at 6:29 PM: It's time to #CancelKiwiFarms once and for all.
It was a calm Sunday morning when creative genius Byuu, the legendary mind behind a fan translation of Bahamut Lagoon, took their life in a disturbing act of defiance against the bullying they had been receiving. This precious soul was backed into a corner, and their only option was for one to send themselves off this mortal coil. Let this be a lesson to all about the effects of internet bullying.

As this horrible news started to make the rounds, and the wailing subsided, Twitter came together, to spring into action. Mass-reporting. Petitioning companies. Posting their bravery, which was filtered through their pain into calls of violence, as is natural for the good people of the thinking world when responding to such parasitic evil.

The hashtag CancelKiwiFarms is coming alive with the passion of these heroes. These are their stories.

How will the Kiwi Farms ever survive without
the patronage of UAE and New Zealand?!


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thanks Eddie :semperfidelis:



It seems our superior cataloguing and archival of public data has caused some...... controversy.


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-Thankyou based Korean dude for spamming in the logs
-Here comes Ralph, our big special boy, to weigh in-
- :story:
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-Y tho, you're not interesting. Now BEGONE THOT

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-niche internet microceleb weighs in

-Julie's boyfriend's name? Kiwi Farms.
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"That’s Neal Rauhauser.
He deserves his own thread, an absolute joke of a person.
But from what I’ve gathered, he will use CaseFile (instead of Transforms in Maltego) to just make graphs look whatever way he wants. He’s batshit insane and is so desperate to be a bad dude on the internet.
He’s got active warrants right now. And no one can find him outside of knowing he lives in Northern California. His best friend was raided and arrested recently. For what? Oh nothing much, just taking hidden cam nudes of his daughter, uploading to the web, and then forging an affidavit in her name to say it never happened.
Case is out of Arizona. Thomas Retzlaff. Nasty shit from what I gather"

-Respect the Erect


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I wonder how many genuine users that this shitstorm is going to bring in. It's like an outrage newfag summer, to riff on chan terms.

The vast majority are going to be hatereaders. No doubt in my mind about that. But hateread long enough and you'll start to see that more often than not KF is extremely civil in its discussions. Leagues above twitter by far, since your entire social life shouldn't be on the line if you're capable of basic reading comprehension and understanding that your usernames and info you post online should not tie back to you in any way.

I think long term this outrage is only going to increase the public awareness of KF, for better or worse. If there's one thing twitter trannies and reddit jannies LOVE it's the ability to dig up dirt on their closest enemies, whom in their circles are called 'friends'. Since the overwhelming majority of them are backstabbing narcissistic snakes who will gleefully destroy their closest friends for the opportunity to be the center of a callout post, or a good ol' twitter lynching, it seems like a rational conclusion that there'll be an influx of readers or even gay-op posters trying to smear eachother.

A quiet few will start to realize that twitter, and by extension the mentalities and social norms it promotes in your mind, is one of the most potent neurotoxins on the planet designed to turn you into an anxious number-obsessed retard. Twitter users whether they realize it or not are addicted to the dopamine rush of a like, of a reddit upvote, of a number signifying approval going up. I'd hazard that's why the phrase 'that's valid' and 'you're valid' and other such phrases popped up in LGBT circles. It's because fundamentally, their brains are now deprived of any and all method of self-validation. This'll sound obvious to anyone who isn't afflicted with the brain parasite but: You don't need a bunch of sweaty, unwashed autists in dresses or pretending to be uwu gay soft bois to dictate your self worth. Twitter, Reddit and other sites have conditioned your brain into thinking that you have no worth if you don't get a number that signifies it going up.

Consider also why you participate in your chosen brand of 'activism.' Is it because you truly believe in it? Is it because you are willing to get up and fight for shit you believe in? Or is it because it's what's popular among your peers. Because you get a shit-ton of likes and RTs on your posts when you tweet about it. Do you actually practice what you preach, or are you following the crowd because your sense of self is so eroded by your reliance on the numbers, and your social circles being predicated on these group accepted ideals? Think critically about your situation. See if you can reasonably explain any holes you manage to poke in the façade. What then? Are you satisfied with that? Why?

Get away from that shit. Disconnect, go outside, get friends who aren't mentally ill or on the brink of mental collapse. If you're reading this and you still have the self awareness to understand what I'm saying, then start making tracks. Stop using services that commodify your presence, arguably your existence, into literal validation points you award to other users. It's contributing to a huge decline in your and others' mental wellbeing and psychological ability to determine the self. You're not a tranny, you're not a non-binary, you're not an uwu femboi. You're performatively adopting those identities because the numbers have replaced your concept of identity and self-worth.

Since twitter users are hawking this thread and screencapping everything, screencap this post.

Twitter outrage spreads so fast because the majority of twitter users are addicted to being included. They're addicted to seeing the numbers go up, and feeling like they're 'part of something.' Critical thinking be damned, if you can fit it in 280 characters and you apply support to the majority, you'll get your fucking good boy points. You get to feel 'recognized' or 'noticed.' By strangers you'll never meet, anywhere from 20 to over 10,000 miles from you.

I can't imagine being complacent with an existence like that. I can't imagine being reliant on spergs and trannies to determine my self worth, self image or societal impact. Social media and the commodification of people as vessels for 'like and share' is a total disaster for anyone who gets sucked too deep into the hole. Thankfully, those who do get sucked too deep tend to be pretty exceptionally stupid and will regularly air dirty laundry on the internet and generally be a walking, tweeting, sideshow trainwreck.

If you don't want to be one of those people, and you're reading this, get out of that cesspit now. It is only going to get worse, and KF is only going to laugh harder as more and more retards chomp at the bit for attention. If you made it this far, congratulations. There's hope for you yet.

To close out: the chorus of coping, seething and dilating from not only twitter tards but now retarded news websites has me pretty amused ngl. Near/Byuu absolutely did not kill himself. If he did it was by no fault of the farms. Seems like the ultimate narcissist play to fake suicide of your fucking username to get back at people talking about you. :story:


Ladies and Gentlemen. It would pay us all to ask ourselves why Byuu freaked out at the old thread in the first place. I.E. the first 13 or so pages. He jumped back on for a reason and it wasn't to set the record - it was always about getting that thread and some nugget of information removed.

It wasn't because we called out his fuzzy likes, or past failures or successes. It was something else - there was a particular reason why he/it/she/furry goat/non-binary goat (I'm getting confused) actually freaked out and wanted the thread to disappear.

Within that thread somewhere there is either a connection made to something he did that was illegal (fraud, wire fraud, payment for something wrong, false claims) or would threaten his position with what he does for a living, a copyright matter or something that would breach a contract. Or the timeline of something within the data that shows he did something after or before a certain time that would have consequence for him. Or something he revealed in his replies that followed that gave something away by his hand which could be taken as confirmation of a rumor that has consequence.

He is sly, and his approach later to Null to void the thread based on "where it went" I think was something he always was going to do because nothing followed in the thread after his comments that was particularly new. We know his claims of harassment are false anyway, so his position within the letter to Null I think is a red herring he has thrown at us.

I'm going to break down the first 13 pages and his replies but without some understanding of copyright laws and the work he does this will be difficult. Remember, laws change depending upon one's location so something we see an innocent may not be if he was in another country when it happened. Somewhere within that thread and his replies is something that is going to unlock his meltdown - and explain why his associates are assisting him and backing his play to delete this thread.

This drama is a red herring and we may have been sideswiped. I'll go through it tonight and probably see what comes up and post in 2 days.


I phoned the US Embassy in Minato, Tokyo, after you posted this.

Apparently they've been getting a lot of calls about David Ginder, and the level of concern was sufficiently high that they put in the effort of finding him. Anyway, turns out he's absolutely fine - they managed to track down his workplace and catch him there; he explained that he'd had a bit of a meltdown over the weekend but he's bounced back. They actually gave me his number, and I phoned him! We had a lovely chat and Dave explained that he's really embarrassed about everything and ashamed of what he put his internet friends through, so will probably stop posting on the internet for the foreseeable future - he said he saw it as a clean break and he's going to focus on going to therapy and making new friends in Japan. Dave even decided to use some of his savings to book himself into an exclusive ryokan (with a private onsen!) in Hokkaido - he's not taken a holiday in three years so his company's let him take a month off. Lovely bloke, it sounds like this was a real wake up call.

To respect Dave's privacy I will not be discussing this further. I will, however, put these details into an anonymous Googledoc and post it on twitter, so that various news outlets can publish a retraction.


I feel like Kiwi Farms in general care more about Byuu/Near's wellbeing than the Twitter tardrage brigade. It does not bring me joy to think about someone actually committing suicide. Given what we know about this person, it seems like they have struggled with an unstable mind for a really long time. I feel sympathy for this person experiencing depression because I know it is difficult.

Laughing at stupid things someone is doing on the Internet doesn't mean I want them to kill themselves and I feel as if a lot of farmers can relate to that.


Its completely idiotic and goes in the complete opposite of suicide prevention. For a moment, let's say Near did kill himself. And with friends who will listen to him die for 30 minutes or more and then post a manifesto like some fucked up serial killer, I'd probably want to off myself too.

Threatening suicide to get what you want has always been a characteristic of Narsassitic Personality Disorder, Bipolar Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder. It is a manipulation tactic designed to guilt the opposing party into doing something they wanted. Considering his thread had been inactive for the better part of a year, its quite perplexing as to why he was doing it. If it was true mental illness, he might have been going through a sort of manic episode where he became completely paranoid. Hence the offering of the money, spending on frivolous things and believing that somehow the Kiwifarms were out to get him.

Indulging someone in a manic episode is the most fucking idiotic thing you can do. You don't give them what they want, you get them to a treatment center. The gallows humor of it all is that, not only did Null not know who Near was, he had so little information he couldn't do anything even if he wanted to.

The problem is that troons view this as a legitimate tactic, because they believe without HRT and SRS they will literally die because they will kill themselves. Note: You don't give in to manipulative behavior. Nobody is going to die if they don't get their meds. This is why they're saying Null 'killed' Near, because they believe threatening suicide is a valid tactic. It isn't. It is a manipulative tactic. HRT is not saving lives. SRS is not saving lives. Anyway, before I go off on a tangent, they believe it is legitimate and because Null didn't give in, he's responsible.

Personal responsibility doesn't factor into a troon's thinking. The only person responsible for Near's death (if he's dead) is Near and the guy who listened to his death rattle while masturbating. Those are the two responsible. The guy didn't even bother doing anything, which everyone overlooks. Secondly, Near is a fucking adult. He could have gotten help. He could have left Japan and went to a country with a better psychiatric system. He CHOSE not to. He CHOSE to give up treatment. He CHOSE to isolate himself. He CHOSE to ignore the advice of friends. He CHOSE to live in a country that is hostile to foreigners and doesn't view mental health in any good light. He CHOSE to kill himself. He did NOT interact with this forum on a daily basis. Nobody here interacted with or harassed him. And if they did, they didn't post about it. He didn't have to see this day in, day out. And shut the fuck up if he knew about this 'existing'. Please. If you can't handle shit simply existing, then maybe don't post embarrassing shit, because its going to be saved somewhere on the internet. If he's agonizing over a 14 page inactive thread, then he needed serious mental help. Because he wasn't forced to see us in school, in a job, in class, on Twitter. Nobody here bothered him. He had a 14 page thread that you had to look for to find. It wasn't obvious. So no, we didn't do shit. He tied the noose, he took the pills. Shut the fuck up.

You don't get to go "THEY KILLED HIM". By doing what, talking about him in a thread which you can't find if you Google it and the only way you can read it is to search the website? They have no critical thinking skills. Personal responsibility doesn't factor into it because they're never responsible for anything. Forever alone? Well, its the patriarchy and transphobia! Unattractive? Its the standards of beauty! Fat? My body is bad, it is all genetics! Untreated Mental Illness? Nobody can do anything about it because I'm neurodivergent so I'll self-medicate with weed and HRT. Can't get a job? Pottery is a legitimate major! It is the fault of the world! It is never them. They have no introspective capabilities. They simply can't look at Near and go, "Yeah, maybe he should have done these dozens of other things and that friend should have called somebody instead of giving into his serial killer fantasies." Near's death is on him and only on him.

Plenty of really shitty people have killed themselves and wrote in suicide notes to the people 'responsible', such as family, friends, partners, spouses...It isn't all that uncommon sadly. Just because you kill yourself doesn't mean it was valid to do so or you weren't a really fucking terrible person.

If it were true (I don't think it is, I'm 60/40 on it, a lot of things don't make sense), he was in a delusional manic state. And if he were Bipolar, no wonder none of the meds worked. He'd need lithium. Also note Japan is not the pinnacle of mental health care as they're ashamed by the disabled and mentally ill, and psychiatric medicine is HEAVILY restricted. Which makes him committing suicide by them extremely difficult. And not to mention, modern SSRIs and Tricyclics are EXTREMELY EXTREMELY EXTREMELY difficult to suicide yourself with. It'd take an obscene amount. If he had no benzos, it'd be difficult. Though if he hung himself, of course this point is moot.


Zoloft (sertraline): Standard antidepressant.
Lexapro (escitalopram): Standard antidepressant.
Remeron (mirtazapine): Standard antidepressant.
Anfranil (clomipramine): Standard antidepressant.
Guanfacine: ADHD drug, used when adderall/vyvanse etc. don't work.

Now for the sperging - all of these pills would have killed him or at least fucked him up enough to need hospitalisation. Serotonin syndrome is the biggest risk here, and at it's worst would have given Byuu seizures or rendered him unconscious. Zoloft and Lexapro by themselves are unlikely to cause a fatal overdose. Remeron is known to cause death in doses well in excess of the normal dose, the number of tablets in this picture shouldn't be enough. Anfranil is where things get interesting. Unlike the other antidepressants, it's a tricyclic antidepressant. These absolutely can kill in an overdose. The effects can take from 30 minutes to six days to set in after taking the tablets. Patients can experience severe hypotension, respiratory failure and cardiac arrythmia and need to be monitored in hospital for days after.

If he taken all of the pills from the email pics, he basically would have passed out and stopped breathing. Theoretically, if someone had called a welfare check on him (the 'friend' from Twitter), he would have been taken to hospital and received supportive care until he recovered.


I imagine that the anons on 4chan who have it out for Byuu used pics from his thread's OP and sent them, among other things, to associates of his. However, that basically amounts to being pissed off you get found out. Byuu of all people should know better that you cannot control what happens with everything you post, especially when you're a notable figure in a community. With that said, this entire saga has yet another example of the Streisand Effect where most people wouldn't even be aware of the thread, myself included, if he didn't try so hard to get it removed.

Now that people know it upsets him, if he pops back up in any capacity, those same 4chan trolls are going to be back at it again along with newcomers who enjoy the show. It also doesn't help he seems to only have decided to blame Kiwifarms/Null this year but every indication in years prior is that he accepted the thread for what it is.

I lurked /emugen/ on 4chan while the thread was down and some anons mentioned Byuu had popped in there before emailing Null and that you could find what was said on the archives but I didn't bother to check at the time. The truth really seems to be that insane anons are the real perps but he blamed Kiwifarms to try to get the thread removed, as if that would do any good.

Personal theory is that he's trying to re-invent himself (again) and as far as he's concerned the Near online persona is dead and he's probably already using another one. I don't think he can live in a world where he is just another person though and will long for the days of attention received from emulator development.


There isn't much money in that I don't think. I could be wrong. The fact it's underground means that it may be tolerated but at some point when people want to start earning off the backs of others, it will NOT be tolerated any more. Many such cases in the reverse engineering world. Very few are foolish enough to try to make money. They know they will be arrested first for breaking obvious laws. They are too intelligent to say that they didn't know what they are doing. This is why they hide their tracks so much and it is so difficult to get in to reverse engineering (Cracking) without passing several shit tests first.

Having said that, the skills he had were definitely 'leet'. There aren't many people in the world at that level. I pulled a figure out of my ass before and said he was in the top 1 percentile. I stand by that. I might be wrong. But he's up there.

It is very very credible that someone like this with these skills would be head-hunted by a corporation, and especially a Japanese corporation, to reverse hardware. Reversing software is one thing, but ROM Hacking and Cracking is another. There just aren't that many people who are that autistic and still functional. Any one else clever enough to do it, and not autistic, would find other ways to make money, because as anyone who has ever delved in to the reverse engineering (cracking) scene will know, it's fucking boring, long work.

It's one thing to know when to use SoftIce, another to know when to use IDA. It's one thing to know when to use WindASM or MASM, but another to know when you actually have good chances of Decompiling as opposed to Disassembling. Java is a good bet for Decompilation, C++ not so much.

Near knew all this. He was a master. Not just any master. He was a guru. And this is what ate away at him. No one recognizing him. I see you motherfucker, I know you. Deep deep respect and kudos from me. He ate Assembly language for breakfast and could probably quote you every mnemonic in Randall P Hyde's seminal work.

Near was a freak, and not for just being a tranny. If you haven't read Christina Cifuentes' seminal paper on cracking Win32 architecture, then you may not know how much of a superstar Near is in the cracking field. Hell, even other crackers probably never heard of this dude as it's just so fucking obscure what he dedicated his life to.

So many regrets. And he voiced those very regrets himself. In pretty much the same for that anyone in the reversing game (cracking) knows, fuck, I just spent 8 years trying to crack HASP, now I have cancer and I am gonna die in six months. Many such cases. Sad!

I said before about knowing of hackers (crackers) on the scene that woke up one day to find 10 years have gone (quite literally but eh, Pink Floyd), and they just want to go outside to touch grass.

Reverse engineering/cracking is fucking addictive.

If you want to read Christina Cifuentes' thesis on Reverse Compilation Techniques, then go here - https://yurichev.com/mirrors/DCC_decompilation_thesis.pdf


Having been involved in the scene, and a member of certain 'secret' forums, for several years now (I'm still in touch with some of them) I can tell you that all these big corporations reverse (crack) the hell out of each other all the time.

Especially the Japs. Even more the Chinks. What, how the fuck did you think they got a 4/5th generation fighter jet without scanning out the plans that were given to them by American Traitors such as Biden and son, and all that went before them? At least the Japs are known to have got the plans for their 4/5th generation fighters by legal means.

Big big money there. And you got a corporation to hide yo' ass, all along with their international corporate lawyers.

No fucking wonder that Near wanted to vanish in to the night.

I've known people hired to reverse (crack) fucking washing machines, and people hired to reverse (crack) fucking printers. They all had one thing in common - anonymity. First rule of reversing (cracking). Serious hiding, because any ties to them might be tied back to a multi-national corporation they were working for.

Reversing (cracking) might be the second oldest trade in the world next to you know what is Numbah WAN (me luv u long time). If not, it's the 3rd or 4th or wtf.

Mmmmm... see how many units they are selling! How the fuck do they do that?

Someone like Near would have been head-hunted to near death. So many corporation trying to outdo each other, so little time. Any past transgression like reversing (cracking) Nintendo could have been parlayed between the major players. Sometimes you just don't want to go there. You takes yer losses. As the other man does. You only fight battles you have a fairly good chance of winning.

I may do a deep dive on Near. I find this whole thing utterly fascinating, whilst being twice removed from any emotional shit - I don't care about teh farms getting dossed (no offence) because I know a bigger game is afoot.

One last thing on my little spergout: The fact that Near offered his services as a humble programmer to the farms, stinks to high heaven. Crackers of that type, and I do know one or two, see that whole markup language like HTML or PHP, or PERL, or anything to do with the LAMP stack really, as supremely fucking annoying. The only reason he would offer this is for sabotage. Every time I got to their secret website these days, it looks like it's been coded by a fucking monkey. Yet they work in Australia, and are from Bulgaria/Romania.

Yeah, take my life savings, plus I'll be your programmer slave for whatever you want done. Fucking Joker.

Still getting my head around why Josh offered him possible work, apart from the fact he was covering himself and reverse baiting ol' Near in good turn!

Anyway, tonight I am drunk, but in the morning I shall still be ugly, or something like that.


Just a few thoughts...

Seriously that fucking ars tehnica is fucking pozzed to fuck. There is some great bullying going on there where one user bullys another user that questions if Near is in fact dead, and like, wtf is the proof. He then says he has changed his mind, he now believes he is dead. And after admitting that after getting bullied, he gets bullied some more and downvoted for the wrongthink. Fucking hilarious. I've archived it. That bit is on the third archive below:


You need to scroll down.

Those comments are really something else. The amount of frothing hatred for the farms is just off the charts. Some of it is signalling but some of it is good old fashioned hate speech wanting us dead, but not before we have been tortured. Guess I'm a Kiwi Farmer now, fam. I've been digging through some other stuff, but if some other kind farmer would like to go through those archives I just posted above, then a few choice screenshots would be golden. Thanks in advance!

And for someone that was so loved by the community there, no one has made a post in his 'obituary' thread for over 3 fucking days. Gone, and also forgotten, it would seem.

OG post that I archived and is still up:


From there I came across Near's other website that is still up: https://near.sh/

It's dated 2021-06-01, so probably January of this year was its last update? It was archived 6 months ago, but I did a new one JIC. It's tech stuff. As you would expect. Boy, he really was gay for Bahamut-lagoon wasn't he?

Bahamut Lagoon — Near's Respite

Pages are refusing to be archived, oh well. I guess this is old news as well, but maybe it will function as a little recap to some that missed it.

Also came across this page -

SNES Emulator Developer Takes Own Life Following Online Harassment

Near, the developer of the bsnes emulator and lead on numerous fan translation projects, takes their own life following online harassment.

The utter certainty with which they speak when there is no proof is just fucking retarded now. I can't wait for Near to pop up somewhere, even it will be six months time. He will resurface. If he did actually kill himself then we will find out before too much longer, if we ever find out at all.

I also found another web page of his on archive org.

byuu's homepage

This is a snapshot from Feb 2015 and the post I'm about to quote is from 2014, so about 7 years ago. Does this sound familiar?

My emulator, higan, is now over ten years old.

I must stress right away that work will continue on the project into the foreseeable future. But, there's no denying work has slowed down immensely. In fact, there hasn't been much of any progress since January. There are several reasons for this, which I'll go over.

In January, I was in the process of wrapping up the finishing touches on loki, my SNES debugger, in preparing for a v095 release.

The first major roadblock was Debian's decision to acquiesce on systemd. At that time, Debian was my primary development operating system. Having suffered through years of broken audio by the same egomaniacal Redhat developers, I wasn't eager to repeat the experience by introducing such fascinating features as having an HTTP server that generates QR codes as part of my init system. I fundamentally believe systemd to be poorly designed and a major step backward for Linux. But with Linus asleep at the wheel while Redhat turns Linux into Windows, the writing was on the wall: it was time for me to move on.

This led to a few months of crash-course learning FreeBSD. Now, FreeBSD makes for a wonderful server, but is not exactly the best way to run a desktop. It can be done, and to great effect, but it requires an immense amount of effort and dedication.

Due to most developers only considering Linux, this leads to lots of portability issues that result in bugs which slip past port maintainers. I battled through issues with font rendering, libvte crashing terminal instances, Thunar refreshing and resorting on every gedit save due to the latter's insistence on creating temporary files for every save, mousepad crashing when opening any file an even multiple of 4KB due to an out-of-bounds memory access which apparently was hidden by the Linux implementation of mmap, more Thunar issues in failing to update file types and file sizes in its displays, ibus issues with anthy and mozc, browser issues with large images, and on and on.

The worst part was probably the horribly buggy binary nvidia driver. It was so unstable, taking my entire system down, that I went back to using vesa. By some miracle, my graphics card actually has a 2560x1600 vesa mode. After manually rewriting my MTRR tables, I've found I actually get rather decent performance. By multi-threading my software XShm renderer, I can even run my emulator and watch movies just fine.

For the most part, I was able to work around these software issues. In many instances, I had to switch to new software programs, or revert to older ones. For instance, the Firefox team decided to completely change its user interface to the braindead Australis design, and to hell with anyone who didn't like it. Classic Theme Restorer may get something about 80% close to what you're used to on Windows, but is an unmitigated disaster on Xorg.

After Metro, Unity, Gnome 3, KDE 4, Firefox Australis, and on and on; it has become painfully clear to me that I cannot rely on software vendors to not radically disrupt my workflow whenever some wide-eyed kid fresh out of college decides it's time to completely redesign applications that were perfectly fine already. I'm not against change when it leads to better ways of doing things. But I am vehemently opposed to change for the sake of it. And my desktop is not a god damned tablet, you stupid fucks. But well, as they say, if you want something done right, you have to do it yourself.

Upon attempting to write replacements for critical programs, such as a file manager and text editor, it became clear that my UI abstraction layer, phoenix, was not going to cut it. I had to go back to the drawing board and work on the largest redesign that the project has ever seen. This required many new components in my template library, nall, such as shared objects and IPC. I then added a lot of power to phoenix, mostly focusing on the GTK2 target. I've added new widgets, new functions, and an entirely new shared memory model that will greatly aid in writing dynamically generated interfaces, among other things.

And just as I was finishing this up, the godawful web host I was using, InMotion Hosting, decided to reveal their gross incompetence. First, they managed to botch an Apache upgrade, resulting in all of my PHP files being accessible as plain-text. So anyone typing in /config.php would be greeted with the plain-text login credentials for MySQL. Then, a few weeks later, another update corrupted half of my phpBB SQL tables. Repairing didn't work: permissions were completely broken, allowing any user to edit any other user's post, page refreshes were broken, and many other similar issues arose. I had no choice but to drop five years worth of posting history and start over. But no way in hell was I going to start over on that host.

And so now, I've had to move my site over to a new host. This time, I decided to go the VPS route so that I could be in control of software updates. I certainly couldn't do any worse than my previous host. Thankfully I have plenty of experience in running and securing web servers, so this wasn't very painful.

But frankly, I've grown sick of Apache, PHP, and phpBB. I am so tired of bloated, buggy, poorly designed software. So now I am further working on designing lighter weight replacements with my usual emphasis on minimalism. Just because it's the web, that doesn't mean I want to throw away native code performance and compile-time type safety. And I am so tired of fighting mod_rewrite to do simple things like map a subfolder to a subdomain.

I've been having frequent chest pains and issues with lethargy, which my GP is either too incompetent or apathetic to help me with. So my output has been reduced quite significantly. I've been trying to take up healthier eating and exercise to try and improve my health. All the same, I find it increasingly difficult to pull off marathon coding sessions any longer. And even when I do, it leaves me out of commission for the next day or two.

So as you can see, it's just been one hell of an awful year. I've been jumping from fire to fire, struggling to keep everything afloat. And it's been taking a toll on my enjoyment of programming. It seems like the more work I try and do, the more work I have waiting for me. I can never really complete anything when I keep getting new things dumped on me all of the time.

I have an incredible backlog spanning years worth of work here. I have to map out and scan nearly 1500 games, I have to do all of the programming work for a fan translation of Tengai Makyou Zero, I have to finish up the Windows, Cocoa and Qt4 phoenix targets, so that I can continue on the design of higan and loki, I have to write a myriad of desktop applications, up to and possibly including a web browser frontend (for either Webkit or Gecko), and then I have all of my backlogged hardware research on the BS-X, Cx4, etc, and it just keeps going. All the while dealing with diminishing health.

Yet when it comes to all of this ... I really feel that I've already accomplished more than I ever wanted to or thought I could on SNES emulation. I no longer feel like I am facing strong challenges that force me to grow, but rather an infinite stream of tedium and maintenance. I'm not saying I necssarily hate programming, just that it's lost its magic.

The most fun I've been having lately has been in attempting to improve my Japanese knowledge through some fan translations of manga (holy hell is that language a nightmare to learn), and getting a bit back into drawing again.

So, what I hope to do from this point out is to start winding down on my programming projects, and focus on new ventures while I'm still young enough to take on large new challenges in fields I have little to no experience in. Again, I don't mean to seek to abandon my projects, but to get them more suitable for a slower development pace, so that I can start branching out into new areas.

He talks about his diminishing health and how programming has lost its magic for him, that he can now no longer do marathon hacking runs, and he mentions his loathing for 'web' languages like PHP along with Apache.

I've been having frequent chest pains and issues with lethargy, which my GP is either too incompetent or apathetic to help me with. So my output has been reduced quite significantly. I've been trying to take up healthier eating and exercise to try and improve my health. All the same, I find it increasingly difficult to pull off marathon coding sessions any longer. And even when I do, it leaves me out of commission for the next day or two.

With regard to the programming stuff, and keep in mind he offered his services to Null for these in his little extortion attempt:

But frankly, I've grown sick of Apache, PHP, and phpBB. I am so tired of bloated, buggy, poorly designed software. So now I am further working on designing lighter weight replacements with my usual emphasis on minimalism. Just because it's the web, that doesn't mean I want to throw away native code performance and compile-time type safety. And I am so tired of fighting mod_rewrite to do simple things like map a subfolder to a subdomain.

This is like 7 fucking years ago he was feeling this way! He later abandoned any idea of writing his own programming languages due to time and health restrictions, well, of course...

You can read the full lot in the spoiler on the web page.

One last thing from that archive - the most recent - are his general thoughts and a good indicator to his mood at the time. This would have been 21 Dec 2020 or earlier from when it was archived:


I believe the advice in this article applies much more broadly than just emulation, but nonetheless I am going to present this article from said vantage point.

When looking to begin a new emulator project, where to begin can be very daunting: is it okay to look at the source code of other emulators? To read notes that explain how to implement various details? Or is that just copying? And how do you make a positive difference in the scene?

My Perspective​

When I started on bsnes back in 2004, I did not start from scratch: I started with the combined wisdom and research of dozens of talented individuals that helped to reverse engineer and emulate the Super Ninendo between 1996 and 2004. I had a full eight years of progress at my fingertips: source code, documentation, forum posts, and bugfix changelogs from the work of ZSNES, Snes9X, et al. This, to me, was invaluable.

(I also had six years of my own experience in reverse engineering SNES games for the fan translations I had worked on, which was also a benefit.)

If you search back to the early days of bsnes, you’ll find that I was able to catch up to their general level of accuracy and compatibility within only six months, in spite of bsnes being the first major article I had written.

To claim that this represents some extraordinary talent of mine would be facetious: I had a lot of help, and I’m not ashamed of that. I leaned on the folks who came before me, studied their work, asked them questions, and benefited greatly from their patience and assistance.

Folks like anomie, TRAC, etc helped make bsnes a reality. I would not be where I am today without them.

Success Begets Success​

After the first six months of development, it was now my turn to improve the state of the art. I developed new techniques to more accurately analyze the cycle timings of the SNES, and I wrote hundreds of test ROMs to suss out countless edge cases and new behaviors.

After relying on pre-existing knowledge, I had to transition to discovering new details myself. This required a hardware setup and knowledge of how to write programs for the SNES. Even though I technically had that from my days of ROM hacking, such a thing is not necessary to begin writing a new emulator, that can come later on. These days, for most major retro systems, there is enough information to create relatively high-quality emulators without ever even owning the original hardware. Case in point: the MiSTer SNES emulation core was written by someone using only bsnes’ source code as a reference, having never even owned a Super Nintendo!

Returning the Favor​

bsnes has now been under active development for the past fifteen years. But I haven’t forgotten my origins. Instead, I’ve strived to give back. You can see my contributions in pretty much anything in the SNES space today: I have answered questions for and/or donated source code to Snes9X, SNESGT, Mesen-S, the Super Nt, etc.

My source code has always been open source, and where required I’ve even relicensed it for use in other projects, such as my APU core for Snes9X’s non-commercial license.

And just as I was able to catch up to ZSNES and Snes9X before me in only a tiny fraction of the time, modern SNES emulators from 2018 onward have quickly been able to catch up to me.

The Super Nt was created in only nine months, and Mesen-S in only four months.


As an example, Speedy Gonzales for the SNES was an infamous bug. For around 15 years, no emulator could figure out how to run this game. It would deadlock in the middle of stage 6-2 for seemingly no reason.

I spent approximately eighty hours of a two-week period reverse engineering the game, and trying to understand what was happening. It was actually pretty easy to get the game playable: there were several ways of getting around the problem area of code. But only one way was the right way. Implement any of the other ways would mean my emulator had two bugs instead of one. Potentially an incorrect fix would end up breaking a different game in the future.

And so the challenge was ruling out every other possibility through devising a comprehensive and exhausting set of tests, so that I could be sure I had it right.

I eventually reached this conclusion: the game was reading from an unmapped memory address, waiting for a bit to be set that never would be. But by sheer chance, after thousands of scanlines, an Hblank DMA transfer would fetch a value with said bit set, and if the cycles aligned just right, this value would remain on the bus, and the loop condition would terminate.

After this was discovered, I was able to provide the answer to other SNES emulator developers, who could then implement this behavior within a few seconds.

This is no different than all of the bugfixes I gleaned by reading through the old Snes9X changelogs and forum posts about problematic games.


I know it can seem like it, if you view emulation as taking a test and other emulators as having the answer key for the test. And by all means, if it is your ambition to learn how to reverse engineer hardware for the sake of it, you are most welcome to not study what was done before you.

But if your goal is preservation of the original hardware, then it is not in any way “cheating.” It is simply being practical and making use of the resources that are available to you.

We have limited time in this world, and the hardware we seek to preserve is not getting any younger, nor any more readily available. Eventually, it will not be possible to pick up working original hardware to analyze. That is already the case for some very old and rare systems, and even more modern ones have become prohibitively expensive and fragile, such as the Atari Jaguar CD.

There’s no need to reinvent the wheel: make use of what tools we have, and then strive to build an even better wheel. Any lingering guilt you have can easily be absolved once you give back to the community.


My hope is that the broader community can see emulation as team effort, and not as a competition. It isn’t about who did it first, or who did it best. It’s about making sure the works of video game studios can live on, and that our great-grandchildren can, if they so choose, look back and see how video gaming began.

No one in emulation is a god or a king. No one is more important than anyone else. We’re all in this together, collectively.

Again, you don’t have to rely on existing knowledge. You are welcome to forge your own path. But there should be no shame in standing on the shoulders of those who came before you.

Thank you for reading, I hope this will help some of you to get started. I look forward to seeing what you come up with one day soon. Good luck, and don’t forget, we’re here for you!

Sounds pretty chipper to me!

Actually, I can see now the earliest archive of that was 2019-10-01


So from being depressed and in decling health in 2014, he has bounced back to being fairly optimistic, and the fruits of his labours bare this out as well because he did a lot of great work between then and 2019 when he made that closing post on his website. He couldn't have been that fucking depressed in the interim to complete that body of work.

Or maybe he was. I've known alcoholics and I've know workaholics. Near was definitely the latter. Both use these modes for maladaptive coping mechanisms. Did he finally just crack? No pun intended. Egged on by a failed relationship and hormone fucking his body/brain metabolism in to a fucking right old 2 and 8?

One thing that stood out as well for me in this little detective session. He posts his face to his official twitter channel. Not the other one that is locked and is actually linked by ars technica so I assume it is genuine. But on his public and still available twitter, he posts the same shot as he sent to null: I just can't smile...

It would be interesting to know the timeline of when he posted that as opposed to when he sent the shot to Null, because it actually makes quite a difference to the credibility he has. I expect he only posted that after he saw Null posted his face, hence he knew he had nothing to lose. It would be more emotional blackmail and reverse propaganda for his cause.

This fucker knew what he was doing. Not a thing he did that was not calculated as far as his human debugging process/brain could carry it.

Who knows, the old fox might just have outsmarted us all.


People must not be aware this guy was using threat of suicide to try and manipulate and extort someone. They've been mislead by him and he knew they would be. The act in that sense deserves no sympathy. Otherwise I am somewhat sympathetic to suicide victims because I've dealt with MDD and all of that, but with the knowledge that such a thing is ultimately selfish and traumatizing to others. So over the years my sympathy has lessened while I've adopted the philosophy that life is never so bad to warrant it and would discourage anyone from doing it - especially someone like this with obvious God-given gifts - and instead suggest seeking inward and stop being so concerned with the world and the people in it, including yourself,

But like many today, he seemed to be perpetually online and addicted to attention. What else can be said about those who concoct wild identities and personas for themselves making themselves into less of an individual and more of a concept and series of labels and identifiers? They accuse others of dehumanizing them while dehumanizing themselves. Tragic, and stupid.

All this clearly didn't bring this guy happiness or more importantly peace, and as we can see from his emails he did not find this place evil and the source of his troubles. That is what I find so detestable, that he would do suicide or fake suicide knowing someone would take the blame for it and mislead the people who follow him and care about him by withholding information from them.

Reminds me of my buddy's ex that smeared him online and made him out to be abusive knowing it's not true, then coming around over time after having his baby and making him go through hell to "prove" he was fit to be a father. She manipulated her friends to hate him and have sympathy for her, basically, only to baffle them later when she suddenly started speaking to him again. Wonder if any of those friends are still around.

People need to wake up and realize when they're being bullshitted and not be baited by this emotional trickery.

Amazing video by JuanButNotForgotten
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Featured on Jun 27, 2021 at 12:08 PM: Byuu's friends release a document blaming the Kiwi Farms for Byuu's alleged suicide.
A Google doc from "marcan", on behalf of an anonymous origin, has been published trying to shift 100% of the blame onto this thread in particular.

There's still no confirmation of a suicide. I'm wondering if this is just them trying to cause enough outrage to hurt the forum.

At 11:45 on Sunday, I was on a phone call with Near. They’d just taken a large overdose of codeine and guanfancine. I saw a photo of the noose.

30 minutes into the call, Les Voyages De L'âme by Alcest started playing at the other end. I wouldn’t hear their voice again.

“Near took their own life”. That’s how a news article would phrase it. Suicide is a voluntary action, a problem with oneself. Implying nobody is to blame but the victim and perpetrator, one and the same.

But that’s not how human brains work. We are not cold, calculating machines. We are a product of our environment. We are shaped by our experiences. A single, powerful traumatic event can change a person forever. So can a million small ones. This is not a weakness of the mind, it is a fundamental part of what it means to be human.

Near was a brilliant mind in a corner of the web all too often rife with toxicity and harassment. Despite this, they continued to pour their life into the one thing they loved: emulation and retro gaming. Developer of the bsnes, higan, and ares emulators, Near was a relentless force for accuracy in the formerly haphazard world of emulation. Working out the most elusive hardware glitches and corner cases, they advanced the world of SNES emulation by leaps and bounds. They also recently released their ultimate labor of love, a fan translation of Bahamut Lagoon that might well be the most exacting and meticulously crafted language adaptation of a video game of the era.

Near was also an incredibly kind, funny, and welcoming person. I’d known them for several years, but after they moved to Tokyo a few years back we started talking more often. One of the most modest people I’ve ever known, they were unlikely to suggest hanging out in person, but never rejected an offer. I wish I’d done that more often. We’ve had long text conversations, and shared many stories.

Near did not commit suicide. Near was murdered. Victim of a lifetime of harassment. After an abusive childhood, and followed by community toxicity, Near was eventually targeted by Kiwi Farms. Members of that website make a sport of preying on the less fortunate, on those in positions liable to being emotionally abused. And they do so relentlessly. From the comfort of anonymity, of sitting in front of their computer thousands of kilometers away, they take glee in slowly destroying the psyche of others, bit by bit. To death, if possible.

Near survived that. Many wouldn’t, but Near was strong enough to overcome that level of emotional abuse. But Kiwi Farms is relentless. Not to be defeated in their pursuit of utter emotional and psychological destruction, they went after who Near treasured most: their friends. Doxing some, directly harassing others, and even specifically seeking out suicidal people to target.

That broke Near.

After falling down a spiral of depression and eventually breaking off contact with everyone last year, I feared for the worst. Eventually, they were luckily able to get help and found medication that helped them cope with the psychological scars of abuse in late 2020. I first heard from Near again in late October 2020, and we again started having chats. It seemed things were getting better.

Unfortunately, medication can be a fickle beast. It didn’t work forever. The looming threat of Kiwi Farms, of their power to destroy not just Near but also their friends, caused them daily anxiety that just wouldn’t go away. Worried that their friends would feel burdened by their condition again, Near decided to avoid the subject. I only found out about this relapse today.

To the people of Kiwi Farms, this is a videogame. That the people on the other side of the screen are real makes no difference. They delight in the kill counter going up just like an FPS player would. Lacking in any empathy, they have no regard for the damage they inflict on others.

Why do we tolerate this? “Harassment”, “online bullying”. How are these any different from terrorism, from someone grabbing a gun and taking the lives of others? Why does it matter that a physical bullet was not involved? The objective and the end result are the same. Saying Near “took their life” is giving these people an out for their actions, which directly resulted in the intentional death of a person.

Some of you may be aware of Near’s notoriously paranoid opsec. After getting to know them, it became clear this was a defense mechanism; a product of all the abuse they received over their entire life. I was perhaps one of the few lucky enough to exchange deeply personal stories with them, yet I never knew their full name - because I didn’t need to. But they’d have told me if I asked. Near is anything but cold and distant in person; those attributes were necessary façades grown in response to lifelong harassment and abuse.

We, as the internet community, need to take a hard look at what it means to continue to tolerate the existence of these communities and the actions of those in them. Not just Kiwi Farms; sites like that serve to concentrate people like this, but they exist across all communities and social media. Being passive about this problem means being complicit.

DreamHost, you are the Kiwi Farms domain registrar. CloudFlare, you protect Kiwi Farms against attacks. You both share responsibility in not just Near’s death, but also others, as well as the pain and harassment of thousands more. Is this the image you want to maintain? Is the income worth the weight on your conscience?

I last saw Near on June 9. We had sushi in Akihabara, and then sat down for a cup of coffee. I was a bit busy that day, but I was looking forward to inviting them over to hang out again soon.

Les Voyages De L'âme kept playing on repeat at the other end of the call for another hour.

I couldn’t bring myself to hang up.


Published on behalf of a mutual friend of Near and I, who wishes to remain anonymous for their own protection. -marcan


Featured on Jun 27, 2021 at 6:30 AM: Emulator developer Byuu posts a suicide note blaming his 13 page Kiwi Farms thread.
Do not quote this entire post to reply to it.

To: Null <[email protected]>
From: byuu <[email protected]>
Date: June-26-2021 12:59 PM

I can't do this anymore.

I've tried therapy, I've tried every anti-depressant available in Japan, I've erased my entire internet presence back in July. I've tried everything, but nothing works. I can't stop having panic attacks. I can't stop feeling humiliated. I can't stop spending every hour of my life worrying about what your users are going to do next to me or my friends both onsite and off. It's been a three-year nightmare for me.

I know I'm different, but I've tried my best to be a good person. To learn from my mistakes and not repeat them. To help others wherever I could. But I've always been ridiculed for being different. It's been a constant my entire life. It's unbearable.

I can't live like this any more, it has wrecked my entire life. I really can't explain why this hurts me so deeply, and I know it's irrational. I can only tell you that I can't handle this anymore. "byuu" is all I have. I have no real-life friends, no identity off the internet, this is it. There's no other reason for my being but to try and emulate game consoles for people. I put my entire life into this.

So I'll give you the choice.

If you'll take down my thread, I'll offer you my entire life's savings: $120,000 USD, as much of that as you want, however you want it. I'll further offer you my services as a 20-year software engineer, free of charge. I've done my best the past three years to better myself and make changes for every point criticized there. I'm not involved with the fandom or non-binary scene and haven't been for years, I was just desperate to fit in somewhere. My politics are centrist and kept to myself, my social media accounts are all long-gone. You won't hear of me again, I'll just post emulator releases and that's it, absolutely no internet presence otherwise, on my word. And I'll keep going to therapy to try to get past this. This is me just outright begging you with everything I have. Please give me the chance to get through this. You won, a thousand times over already.

If not, then I'll reply with my dox: a scan of my passport, a recent photo, and proof that it's mine, for confirmation. And then I'll hang myself. I live alone, I've tested my setup with a slipknot on a solid climbing rope over a door frame, I've spent weeks doing my research on this, it works. I can nearly pass out with little effort or discomfort, the carotid arteries are easily compressible. A kick stool should be all that's needed. It won't fail, but if it were to, I live on the 14th floor and have a balcony. On my reputation and honor, having had no history of ever threatening this nor of being untruthful in my 20+ years online, I give you my word that I'm serious. You can post this e-mail if you choose. I won't make a big fuss about it online though, don't worry. It doesn't matter anymore.

I really tried to avoid getting to this point, but every day has been worse than the last for too long now. Those two weeks were the only time in the past few years where I felt any happiness at all. So it's up to you. Let me know what you decide please, or if you want anything else from me.

~ byuu


From: Null <[email protected]>
To: byuu <[email protected]>
Date: June-26-2021 1:10 PM

You're putting me in a very uncomfortable position. The smartest thing for me to do is simply ignore your email, but I generally try to be nice to people.

Every word that I say in reply to you will eventually be used against me. If I help you, I've censored my website and my users may be upset. If I don't help you, I could be under investigation due to your actions. Even if my users don't care, accepting money as you've offered could be a violation of some extortion laws. I will have to consult at least one of my attorneys regarding the criminality of this issue no matter what.

Though in follow-up, why does this small discussion thread bother you so much? If you're in Japan, taking medication, and making enough money to have $120,000 in liquidity laying around, what does the Kiwi Farms deprive you of to make it worth that much money or your life? I don't see anyone on the thread talking about hurting you, so I don't understand what you mean by "what they'll do next".

From: byuu <[email protected]>
To: Null <[email protected]>
Date: June-26-2021 1:25 PM

Well, first, thank you for replying.

I understand all of that. I know the risk it places you under. You have my word that none of this leaves here. We can switch to a secure chat like Signal if you want. Username Near: [redacted].

I know full well about Google's "exploitative removal practices" and the risk it places you on.
I can send it via anonymized Bitcoin. I have zero intention to do anything to undo this if I were to send you money. Feel free to consult with an attorney if you want, I'll sign a legally binding agreement with my legal name that it's not in any way tied to anything that could get you in trouble. I'm a US citizen as well.

As best I can tell, I have RSD as a result of ADHD, particularly bad.

I really can't tell you why it makes me so miserable. I don't understand it either.
I've been to so many therapists, watched every video, talked to so many people, it just doesn't help.

When the thread went up in May 2018 it was a little humiliating at first but nothing major.
But then people started showing up in servers I was in accusing me of pedophilia. It's difficult to be called something so horrendous. But still, I just ignored it completely. In February 2020, someone claiming to be from your site posted a dox list on Pastebin of several of my friends to 4chan's /emugen/ board. I lost one of my best online friends of ten years to that. https://twitter.com/talarubi if you must know. Yes yes I know, trans furry etc. I doubt you'd sympathize but the relationship meant a lot to me. She got so upset by having her personal information revealed that she blamed me and we haven't spoken since. In July 2020, Basil and Retrocrab on your board were trying to make a thread on another emulator developer, Arisotura, because of me, while she was suicidal. I know, again, trans, again, I don't expect you to care about these people. But they were my friends and they spent years helping me with my software. And then when Jacob, the dumbass that he was, tried to help me, he got on your bad side and someone named Ritter doxed him in January 2021. I haven't heard from him since either and I don't even know if he's okay or not. He's not my friend, but, I didn't want this to happen to him.

None of this ever happened to me before. People didn't target other people like this because of my actions.

I've always internalized the blame for the actions of others. I feel responsible for this. Every day I wonder when it's going to start up again, who they're going to bother next. If they're going to get my dox. If they're going to harass my employer. If they're going to convince others I'm attracted to kids or animals or whatever other horrifically disgusting things they think is funny to say. It's not, man. I'm a real person.

Call me out on what I did, I'll own that. I owned it on your site in February 2020. I know I'm weird, pathetic, and so on. But I don't deserve this. I don't know if you realize this or not, but your users go after us offsite when they want to provoke reactions out of us. It's not just the thread. People A-log all the time. I have quite a few and that site is like their vindication and validation that I am a deserving target of this.

The money doesn't mean anything to me. It doesn't make me happy. I can't take it with me so I may as well offer it first as a last resort.

From: byuu <[email protected]>
To: Null <[email protected]>
Date: June-26-2021 1:27 PM

The only SSRI to do anything was Zoloft, but it caused me really terrible tinnitus and I can't take it.
The rest of it does nothing. Nortriptyline, Lexapro, Mirtazapine, Anafranil, Intuniv, it helped a little, but it doesn't do anything anymore. I also have OCD and I think that it makes me obsess over things like this. I can't stop myself from thinking about it and worrying about the "what ifs."

From: Null <[email protected]>
To: byuu <[email protected]>
Date: June-26-2021 1:35 PM

You realize I can only control what's on the site, right? I can't control archives, pastbins, doxbin, etc.



What would you do if the thread was removed but then it was simply restored on a different site (i.e. Encyclopedia Dramatica or one of the competitors to the forum)? That's not unlikely.

From: byuu <[email protected]>
To: Null <[email protected]>
Date: June-26-2021 1:46 PM

I know that. And I know I can't touch Denis' archive.md stuff. I'm hopeful it's obscure enough to be forgotten.

I don't know what else to do. I'm out of ideas and hope. It's a risk. If it happens, it happens, and I'll have to consider what to do then.

I completely deleted my entire social media internet presence a year ago, so I am desperately hoping people will forget about me and move on.

I never wanted any of this online "fame" or attention. I just wanted to release my software and it kind of grew out of control. By the time I realized the negative consequences it was too late to put that genie back in the bottle. All I can do is stay off the internet as much as possible and hope they grow bored.

Well, here. Do with this as you will. I want to hold off on the name before you decide because I don't want to risk being interrupted. If I do this I won't disclose it and I'll delete this e-mail. I don't want to be remembered that way anyway. It's not going to bring me any comfort to bother anyone else at this point. I just need this to stop.

byuu 1.jpgbyuu 2.jpgbyuu 3.jpg

From: byuu <[email protected]>
To: Null <[email protected]>
Date: June-26-2021 1:48 PM

Also, your site has a reach that none of those other places can ever get even close to.

You really have the #1 website on the entire internet for this sort of thing.

From: Null <[email protected]>
To: byuu <[email protected]>
Date: June-26-2021 2:04 PM

I dunno homie, I have to contact a lawyer about the suicide threat anyways but you should expect my answer to be no in general.

- It sets a bad precedent.
- The money isn't worth dealing with the fallout if problems come up.
- I'd feel bad taking your entire savings.
- There's probably legal issues in accepting it anyways.
- How do I even report this income? Am I going to get a 1099-NEC?

Be realistic; my hands are tied.

The pros is basically that I have a down-payment on a house I'm looking for, but that's something I'd get anyways just working hard on keeping the community going and growing my podcast -- especially if crypto ever goes back up. I'm really not that materialistic, and I fear the wrath of God (Mark 8:36).

I feel like you're being genuine. There's a fear here that you're just trying to prank me to show people "look, Josh just wants money", but it's one of the small subsets of concerns at play here.

So hear me out: Send me your resume, I'll make you a counter offer.

From: byuu <[email protected]>
To: Null <[email protected]>
Date: June-26-2021 2:23 PM

It is absolutely not in my best interest to ever tell anyone about this for any reason. It exposes me to the fact that I've funded your site, which would instantly eviscerate my own reputation in my circles. It may put me at legal risk in the event your site ever does get in legal trouble. And it risks a Streisand effect if people find out we did this and then they'll want their money from mirroring the content elsewhere. In no way is it a good idea for me to ever, ever speak of this to another person. Frankly, just me offering this already puts me at risk. If you were to just drop this e-mail you could wreck my reputation instantly. I only sent this e-mail because I am for real serious. If it helps you with sincerity, proof it's my rope.

As far as precedent, it's your site so you could claim any reason you want, or just not say anything. It's up to you.

You certainly don't *have* to take all of the money, or any of it. But I'll give you whatever you want. I get something out of it so there's no reason for you to feel bad. Take what you're comfortable taking.
You would have to claim it as either 1099-NEC or Form 1040 (capital gains) to steer clear of the IRS, yes.
I have a US lawyer as well who I could have talk with your lawer. Brandon Huffman from Odin Law. Obviously I have not said anything to him about this, but in general I trust him with anything and he could help us work this out.

I can send you money any way you like. Bitcoin, Paypal, bank transfer, you name it, I'll figure it out.
The one thing I just want to say upfront is that if we do this, I would like to send it in increments. Say $1000 a month or so. Would that be agreeable? There's the risk to me if I send you the entire thing and then you keep the thread anyway. Understandably we're both a bit suspicious of one another, but I want to be straight with you.

Tell me how I can ease your concerns and I will do so.

Tell me how I can demonstrate my sincerity and I will do so.

I'm not really materialistic either. Money doesn't bring happiness.

I don't really have a resume put together but in general:

I've been employed professionally as a software engineer since 2004. I've been programming since I was 14.
I'm an expert with C, C++, PHP, SQL, etc.
The emulators I've written were bsnes, higan, and ares.
I've emulated every game system from the NES to the N64/PlayStation. Software is here: https://ares.dev/
The website runs my own HTTP server (underneath nginx for HTTPS.)
higan is notable enough for Wikipedia: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Higan_(emulator)
I'm an expert reverse engineer: I contributed to emulating Stephen Hawking's voice machine onto a Raspberry Pi. https://www.sfchronicle.com/bayarea...Valley-quest-to-preserve-Stephen-12759775.php (search "higan") or http://web.archive.org/web/20180829151131/http://www.hawking.org.uk/the-computer.html (search "byuu")
I'm good with algorithms and have implemented things like elliptic curve cryptography (Ed25519), Reed-Solomon error correction, Diffie-Hellman key exchange, induced sorting via suffix arrays, and other concepts.
The emulator abstraction layer I created went on to become RetroArch, which is the most well-known emulation software out there right now.
I think that's about it for a resume, but feel free to ask any additional questions.


From: byuu <[email protected]>
To: Null <[email protected]>
Date: June-26-2021 2:26 PM

As an alternative, I own a registered business and I can hire you as my employee for whatever purpose.
Attached is my business article of incorporation. Might be a little tricky to set up but I'm sure it's entirely doable.

> you should expect my answer to be no in general.

All I can do is pray.

[10-17-19 - NM Initial Filing - byuu LLC.pdf]

From: byuu <[email protected]>
To: Null <[email protected]>
Date: June-26-2021 2:51 PM

Honestly thinking more about it, I guess it doesn't matter if you were to renege. I'll send as much as you want at a time, if we went that route. My bank has a transfer limit of 100,000 yen a day so at the very least it will take 4 months to send you everything I have. There's nothing I can do about that.

To clarify a bit more on my professional career, I worked for a Fortune 500 company for 12 years handling EDI orders. I wrote the software that ran our web portals, coded business logic EDI maps to interface with their systems, lots of SOAP/REST/DBA/VM management work.

I'm in Japan because a company here reached out to me to recruit me to reverse engineer hardware. They pay me really well for it so it was hard to say no. I've been at my current job for 3 years now.

I'm not saying I would be some kind of savant for any development tasks you had, but I'm professionally competent and I learn quickly. I'm certain I could be of assistance, or barring that, I could find people who are.

I know a whole lot employees who work at Google, Microsoft, Amazon, etc. Most emulator developers are coding savants and I am on good terms with almost all of them. So I'm confident I could achieve almost anything with favors.

From: byuu <[email protected]>
To: Null <[email protected]>
Date: June-27-2021 3:12 AM

I'm sorry but I'm out of time. I presume your lawyer said not to speak to me anyway.

I've posted my dox sans last name to Twitter. I decided against sending it to you directly because I don't want anyone to be able to reach me in time. You can end up with horrific brain damage that way. I have given my passport scan to a trusted friend who will post it anonymously in a few hours, so that you guys can confirm it's legitimate. Look for news in the Arakawa ward of Tokyo in a few days.

I released my last software build under the most permissive license possible.

I've already taken several codiene and intuniv to crash my blood pressure, and now I'm getting myself as drunk as I can. This is really going to suck. But oh well, a few minutes and I'll finally be free of this.

I really would have given you the money, and you really could have saved my life with the smallest gesture of kindness. Justify it however you want, this one is on you. I hope the forum thread is worth it.

I would advise you against posting this e-mail thread as you did pseudo-implicate yourself being willing to consider the idea. But do whatever you want, it doesn't matter. I'm not going to release it on my end.

See you Josh.

From: Null <[email protected]>
To: byuu <[email protected]>
Date: June-27-2021 12:18 PM

I will not be extorted.

[Posted around the time of his last email.]
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Featured on Jun 23, 2021 at 3:30 PM: John McAfee found dead in Spanish prison cell after Spanish court OK extradition to the US


He was facing tax fraud charges in the US, which carry up to 30 years in prison. He was 72 and that'd mean his maximum release date was at 102 years old.

"Justice reported that the surveillance professionals and the prison medical services have intervened immediately to practice resuscitation maneuvers, but finally the doctors have certified the death. "The judicial procession has traveled to the prison and is investigating the causes of death. Everything indicates that it could be a death by suicide," they said in a statement."

I don't think I ended up liking him after talking to him. I did get a chance to ask him some questions a while back and I found his answers very lacking.

Daily reminder the US government is evil.

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True & Honest Fan
Featured on Jun 21, 2021 at 7:42 AM: Connor Murphy got arrested for streaking on a golf course.
Oh my God I take a few days of a break from the internet and Connor is already ready for his inevitable 3rd institutionalization.

My favorite moment, though, is him getting accused of sexual assault and his response in his newest video was, "She's an actor who's also in on it. We're acting out a play even though we've never rehearsed it because we're one with the universe and everything's a show"

Here are the videos worth watching to recap:

Connor discussing him being kicked out and having an overall breakdown with his cameraman laughing. He also kisses two guys on the beach and discusses streaking across the golf tourny because they wouldn't let him in because he's gay now. He also says multiple times the only reason he says he's joking and that it's all an act is because it gives him plausible deniability if Youtube wants to ban him or if someone wants to institutionalize him again

Parents Disowned Me for Being Gay, So I'm Killing Myself | Connor Murphy​

(Youtube link)
He rolls around a public restroom floor and pukes and spits some random shit into a toilet while ranting about having COVID and HIV. He mentions doing another fast, but I doubt it because he said he hated it and would never do another

I'm COVID and HIV Positive (Confession) | Connor Murphy​

(Youtube link)
A short video with Connor's allegedly new family

My New Adopted Family Saved My Life - Connor Murphy​

(Youtube link)
Connor's new video of him talking about his hair transplant procedure and how he's decided to shave his hair off before the recommended time to prove something to his dad

Connor Murphy Shaves His Head to Win Back His Dad​

(Youtube link)

Lastly, Connor streaking across the US Open tourny

Connor Murphy Streaks at the US Open for Gay Pride (Tackled by Police)​

(Youtube link)

This is an incredible story arc I can't wait to see what happens next
His "adoptive father" looks like he's just realized the mistake he's made
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Made Misty Michelle Henry Rage Quit
True & Honest Fan
Featured on Jun 21, 2021 at 4:54 AM: Misty Ray Henry epicly owns Kiwi Farms haters by showing she's not bedbound by going into her attic and falling through a hole in the floor and becoming bedbound.
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You guys, it finally happened. Misty was up in the attic playing with her ceiling trash, and her fat ass fell straight through!

She heard a noise and decided to "investigate" - aka she was worried the rats were eating her prized collection of garbage.

Misty, we predicted this for years.

B-b-but it's not her fault, you guys. It's Lamonte and DCFS and the previous owners faults that she dragged piles and piles of hoard up to her attic, never did any home maintenance, and then decided to spend a happy afternoon shifting her kipple about and stepped off the supports straight through her rotting ceiling.

Stop laughing at her!

Edit: is she high on pills or something? How is one proud of being this retarded? We ignore her for a few days and she starts destroying her own home like a puppy left home alone.


Misty, you just gave APS the perfect reason to consider you in need of a payee and social worker. Your environment is unsafe and causing you injuries, and you cannot make appropriate decisions for yourself. I hate to say I told you so... but here we are.
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Featured on Jun 21, 2021 at 4:53 AM: Factorio dev won't apologize for using data from computer scientist who was cancelled, causing reddit trannies to cope, seethe, and dilate.
The founder of the game, kovarex, has gotten into an argument with the community because he's too based

>I won't even search him up. You know why? Because I don't care at all. I don't care if he cheats on his wife, is a bigot, or pays proper tips in restaurant. These things are simply not relevant. If Stalin had a good writeup on programming, would linking that be dangerous, because some people might read it, start liking HIM, thus start liking communism and the ineviteble mass murder that follows it? Is this how little we trust other individuals when it comes to access to information? I personally trust my readers to have the ability to create their own opinions instead of blindly following whatever says the person they like.
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Featured on Jun 19, 2021 at 11:04 AM: Ever wanted to join a tranny furry cult?
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The Korps is a cult for the modern age, operating out of an invite-only Discord server, whose main focus is grooming individuals, primarily other furries, into becoming transgender to satiate their leaders' bizarre mind control fetishes among other questionable practices. Their organization has a variety of goals or stipulations which invariably are either laughably optimistic or disturbingly creepy which has, in turn, spawned a collective of members who are infamous among Twitter circles for their repulsive behavior; everything leaving a trail leading back to its leaders Dave Anthony (known as Karen Anthony, and is intending to change their name to Karen King) and Dave Ferris (known as Hope Elizabeth Ferris or @StrypeisonFire).

Special thanks to all the individuals involved in the creation of the thread, in no particular order, @Nothing To See Here, @Chef Hanlon, @Gone Ham, @Emperor Percival Tachyon, @AlexaAutismo, @Boris Blank's glass eye, and @Leonard Helplessness.



From the outside looking in, and typical of a cult, Karen King's Korps (intentionally named to be pronounced as "corpse" thanks to its leaders' bizarre obsession with being portraryed as "supervillians") engages in almost stereotypical cult-like practices for recruitment. Operating out of an invite-only Discord server, Korps uses forced exclusivity to present their cult as a selective and covetous community. Unsurprisingly, since furries are about as intelligent as the animals they roleplay as, this tactic works to an exceptional degree, with the Korps being well known in Twitter's trans furry community.

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Mixing cult-like activity with the typical obsessiveness which permeates the furry community, the Korps has various features and symbols. Of note, its leaders have taken to creating their own cypher for communication which is as interesting to learn as a one hour video of a ham-fisted gorilla scribbling on scratch paper sounds. As shown above, the Korps has its own iconography through an emblem, which is present on all forms of their promotional media and various merchandise. In terms of ideology, as shown below, the Korps makes empty promises to its members of offering an outlet for the dejected population, an absurd claim which is used to deceive its potential members into thinking the Korps is used for literally anything besides sexual fetishism.


A more distinguishing feature of the Korps besides their generic symbol are its members wearing electronic shades which glow pink. Since it's a fairly interesting feature, predictably the Korps leaders do not make it themselves, as they purchase and repackage these glasses from a company which specializes in LED-based merchandise. Taking it a step further and deciding to make this obscenely stupid, the Korps' leaders state these glasses are used to brainwash its wearers into joining their community, a result of their leaders' mind control fetishes.

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That isn't to say the Korps members aren't open to more absurd fetishes, of course. Worth mentioning is a few members' fetish of "oviposition," being parasitically injected with eggs. If readers new to this topic somehow find this erotic, they are encouraged to immediately contact various physical and mental health professionals.


Second to their ridiculous fetishes is their equally ridiculous role-playing. The Korps has a strong fascination with genetic research, and often concoct fantasy scenarios of abducting individuals and either brainwashing them or forcibly infecting them with a virus which transforms them into furries, with the end goal of "world domination." While there are a few members who aren't particularly intrigued by the Korps' obsession with mind control, its members seem to universally play into this childish escapism. This laughable LARPing makes up the bulk of insanity often spouted off by Korps members.

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While their sexual exhibitionism is certainly appalling, it pales in comparison to their recruitment tactics. Individuals have noted that the Korps has tried aggressively convincing non-members to join them through a cult technique known as "love bombing," showering potential inductees with gifts and praise to coax them. As demonstrated below, random users have expressed bemusement at Korps members randomly purchasing their online wishlists before asking them to join.


In case it isn't clear, the Korps is, by no exaggeration, a cult, simply modernized by internet technology. As a result of their dubious nature and aggressive recruitment tactics, the Korps is infamous among the furry community as a known nuisance, with some users carefully outlining how they are a negative influence online. With such an overwhelmingly hated stature, the Korps's leaders are keen to quickly deny what is readily obvious, stating they are not actively grooming other users to join them. Whether or not individuals have been moved by this denial is yet to be seen.

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Given their prolific nature, its members are as numerous as the countless examples of their unhinged sexualities. A non-exhaustive list of the Korps's individuals' Twitter usernames includes KorpsPropaganda (the main account of the Korps operated by its leader Dave Anthony, referred to henceforth as Dave Sr.), StrypeisonFire (owned by the Korps' co-founder and boyfriend of Dave Anthony named Dave Ferris, henceforth named as Dave Jr.), VexWerewolf (allegedly the writer for a majority of Korps material), DraekosArt, IrisJay/DistressedEgg, ThreeFootPony, ZafyrArt_Things, and HuffySnep/LoveNeverH8.


While its associates are annoying in their own right, some key examples are certainly intriguing, to say the least. For instance, ZenoCoyote, shown above on the left, was groomed into transitioning by Dave Jr. thanks to a "trans bingo" card with painfully generic qualities invoking similarities to astrology in terms of sheer vagueness. As if it couldn't be any apparent enough, Dave Jr. finds great gratification in convincing others to transition by speaking as an authority on transgenderism while refusing to transition himself, quite clearly tying into his overt fetish for manipulating and controlling others.

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As the Daves clearly intended, the Korps members often and quickly grow to sexualize the idea of themselves becoming brainwashed. This, in turn, has resulted in an almost disillusioning degree of fetishism from its inductees to the tune of purchasing merchandise obsessing over hypnotism, marking themselves and attending their jobs pretending to be mind controlled, and (as the aforementioned DistressedEgg shares) sexualizing even more extreme and harmful depictions of mind control by sharing art of their members willingly being gored, decapitated, and tortured.

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Assumedly readers are likely questioning if these lunatics gather together so that said readers can actively avoid them. A mixed blessing, the members of the Korps attends yearly "Korpscon" meet-ups. Thankfully, these "conventions" have been exclusively online-only, so any hapless town they would've invaded is free from hosting a collective of obese, hairy 30-somethings drawing the Korps's icon on their fat rolls and running around in public.



Speaking of obese, hairy 30-somethings drawing the Korps's icon on their fat rolls and running around in public, the leaders of the Korps are surprisingly normal and well-adjusted members of society. That was a lie. In reality, Dave Sr. (Dave Anthony, KorpsPropaganda on Twitter, and Karen Anthony elsewhere) and Dave Jr. (Dave Ferris, StrypeisonFire on Twitter, and Hope Elizabeth Ferris elsewhere) are a pair of gay MtF Canadians (that are dating each other, as if it would be any other way) whose sole life's work, besides working exclusively in customer service jobs, is their uninterrupted ramblings regarding the Korps.

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Dave Jr., otherwise known as "Strype," is a blob. There isn't quite much to add onto Dave Jr.'s behavior which hasn't already been shared earlier, besides the fact he had decided to literally brand himself with the Korps logo in the form of a permanent tattoo. However, it is not the tattoo present in the header, which instead belongs to an entirely different member altogether, in case readers believed the header image was a marshmallow drawn on with a permanent marker.


Dave Sr., otherwise known as "Karen," is similarly obsessed with the Korps and his sexual fetishes, and thus there is little to add regarding him, other than him apparently aging in dog years given he's just over 30 years old and looks around 50.


The sole exception, however, is how Dave Sr. saw fit to dox himself, or more specifically, how absurdly he had done so. Not to give too much away, users had used Dave Sr.'s lightswitches to confirm his identity thanks to Kiwifarms magic cross-referencing powers.


With Korps's leaders and members anticipating the annual Korpscon just around the corner, accusations abound regarding the community, including some claiming the members regularly share questionable or even illegal content in their exclusive servers. Whether this is true or not, what cannot be denied is how utterly despised the Korps community is by everyone from passive observers to the transgender or furry users the Korps tries to recruit. Given the constantly accelerating and downwards trajectory the Korps seems to be taking as of late, there is little reason to believe both their integrity and general reception will improve with the coming years.


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"World's Greatest Dissapointment" -Mom
Featured on Jun 17, 2021 at 12:45 PM: The best explanation of the CreepShow Art drama that's available at the moment.
This is the most entertaining thing on the internet for me atm. Just baffled as to why anyone would sub to her in the first place, it's like people don't have eyes and can't see shitty art.


CreepShowArt needs a thread here because this is a major thing that's been building up in the last few years in the art community. This isn't the first person to out CSA (AKA Shannon) as problematic but this video has cemented CSA and her emo fag BF as narcissists and obsessive to the point of ruining someone's whole livelihood and trying to make them relapse back into heroin.

TLDR: A YouTube artist, Emily Artful, released a 2 hour video discussing how CreepShow ( Shannon) and her emo boyfriend Anthony, who actually fantasized about shooting up their high school in detail and threatened Emily's life, stalked and harassed Emily for 8 years straight online and in IRL. She's gotten fired from jobs due to them and it went to the point of Anthony taking photos of areas near Emily’s home, doxxing her.

Keep in mind that Emily was about 15 years old when this started and was going in and out of drug addiction and a mother during this.

Here’s a summary of the entire video in the YT commentary thread and further discussions.

Twitter Thread on how Shannon got banned from lolcow board (Archive)

Additional Receipts Thread by Emily: https://tinyurl.com/5bk226wb (Archive)

+To be clear, Anthony did NOT break into my home and assault me. I knowingly invited him in but because I was so heavily and visibly intoxicated, I was not able to consent.

+ To be clear, Shanthony didn’t initially know 2 of the photographs they were using against me were of me when I was 15/16. I pointed it out to them at one point but they sort of just ignored me.

+To be clear, the Snapchat photographs were most likely NOT taken in my city. I’m guessing it’s somewhere in their area and they were just piggybacking off of my fear that they were here.

+Looks like Shannon deleted that rant video she made about how every art YouTuber makes a "My Art Teacher hates me" video, in which she used my vid in her thumbnail as an example. Interesting.

+People are saying that in Shannon’s stalker video she mentions “Amy” having “emo boys crawl through her window” to visit her when I’ve stated publicly that when I lived with my Dad, that is how I would sneak people in and how I would sneak out.

+Someone one else pointed out that Shannon has specifically mentioned: “not having enough money for a PI or an attorney” when she referenced her stalker. She posted this video after I confronted her wherein I tell her I have hired both.

+Someone pointed out that I talk about a “void” in my email to Anthony and then he uses “void” as a taunt in the Snapchat exchange. Might be an actual coincidence since the exchanges were several years apart, but they obsessed over every little thing I did so this might be of note.

Forgive me for getting anything wrong, let me know if I need to fix this post.
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When in Rome, sink ships.
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Featured on Jun 16, 2021 at 3:08 PM: Dave "Danielle" Muscato gets misgendered in court documents after a drug possession arrest.
Ladies and gentleman, we got him.
Wilson County Sheriff's Department
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I get what I deserve for using startpage to search. Fuck google. The Wilson County docket isn't updated online, so I'm still looking for confirmation via court docket.

We have a picture
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and the charges
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Will edit with more info if I find it. Multiple counts of intent to manufacture with intent to sell :story:
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why am I fucking here

Dream after he stops taking his NORMAL PILLS
Featured on Jun 9, 2021 at 5:20 PM: Here because of Dream? A user made a helpful infographic explaining the connection between Dream and the 2016 picture (where he is very fat).
For any people new to the thread or any lurking retard stans, here's some proof the leaks are real. Now stop asking about their validity. clayton leaked.png
Edit: sorry for the fucked English, not my first language.

Also since this is reaching Twitter now: I did not find any of the information shown here, I only put all the publicly available information into one clear image since people kept coming into the thread and asking for proof. Read the thread and decide for yourself if you think it's real or not.
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Featured on Jun 9, 2021 at 8:57 AM: Buck Breaking (2021), a documentary about a white conspiracy to emasculate black men and destroy the black family, was produced by Tariq Nasheed and released recently.
Update #1: Youtube link removed.

Update #2: In case you missed the first showing and want to experience it among fellow kiwis.
Good news everyone. We're going to play this again Friday night on lolcow.tv/r/autism. It'll be on around 7:00 PM Eastern Standard.


"As a new threat to Black masculinity rises, Tariq "K-Flex" Nasheed joins forces in this documentary to uncover the hidden agenda behind it."

A documentary that goes into a no holes barred non-stop exploration of the systemic feminization of the black male.

If you thought the African-American community had reached their ultimate form in victimhood then think again, this documentary reaches for the stars that were previously the sole domain of groups such as Black Israelites and Nation of Islam.

From white cavemen engaging in sodomy and invading black "culture" to black penises in jars kept as family heirlooms "Buck Breaking" will take you on a magical ride across the ages in a sordid tale of sodomy, enforced crossdressing, selective breeding, and pervasive white homosexuality.

Every. Single. Sentence. is quotable gold.

A short abridged version containing only the "artwork", set to 1990's TMNT trailer music:

Some clip highlights from Youtube:

I present exhibit A:

Also: Beefsteak Pete, the African-American Troon:
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Featured on Jun 7, 2021 at 12:01 PM: marxisttranny gets a thread.

Meet Sofie Halili Villa (deadname Cole Jason Peterson), a 23-year-old self-identified "Marxist tranny," wannabe model/influencer, and entitled narcissist. While these descriptors are true of most of Villa's fellow Seattleites, Villa sticks out because of how ridiculous her hot takes are. She's a frequent guest star of the Tranny Sideshows on Social Media thread, and she consistently produces enough bad Tweets to warrant her own thread. Her entire political ideology - and thus most of her content - boils down to "fuck you, pay me because I'm trans." Her last name is still legally Peterson, but she uses Villa because it's her mother's maiden name and she has daddy issues.


Trans Stuff

Villa is transgender, and like most of the other MtFs on the Farms, does not shut up about it. However, unlike most of the autistic AGP exhibits on here, Villa is HSTS and in a relationship with a man. She routinely posts about dysphoria, surgery, and transphobia. She has not yet had bottom surgery, but wants it.



A xenogender is defined by Tumblrites as a nonbinary gender "that cannot be contained by human understandings of gender; more concerned with crafting other methods of gender categorization and hierarchy such as those relating to animals, plants, or other creatures/things." And if womanhood is fake, why is she up in arms whenever a TERF misgenders her?


She's a "target" because she says dumb shit, then conflates backlash with bigotry:


Villa frequently talks about wanting surgery to remedy her dysphoria. She has top and bottom dysphoria, and believes it's up to cis ("privileged") people to pay for her stinkditch installation.


"Gender affirming surgeries" probably also include excessive lip fillers.


Wait... didn't she just say gender was fake? If gender is fake, why do men owe other genders money? Literally her entire ideology boils down to entitlement.



Like any clout-obsessed person, she's still on TikTok. The "hate comments" kept her off for a couple hours at most, but provided her a prized opportunity to paint herself as a victim.

She recently got herself into hot water with the other woke trannies of Twitter for crowdfunding her transition on Juneteenth. The layers of privilege vs marginalization here could probably confound even the most devout social justice ideologues.


Even her apology was attacked for using non-inclusive language. She immediately ceded to the complainant:


Despite the constant e-begging, Villa is not poor. She's moving to NYC soon with her boyfriend and her family lives in a fairly nice house.


This is Cole, age 18. His descent into troonacy has been rapid:


Clout Chasing and Mental Health

Like many young millennials trying to make a name for themselves online, Villa spends a lot of time building her persona and engaging on Twitter. However, she says that took a significant toll on her mental health, and has since separated her personal online presence from her public persona. She was interviewed by Unilad (a) and stated:

I’d be crying alone in bed, having some emotional breakdown or whatever, and I’d be all ‘well now is the time’ and I go to my Finsta and start spamming weird Lindsay Lohan memes or pictures of my bloodshot, sobbing eyes.

I would post super revealing, emotional, ‘sad girl’ type stuff, like crying selfies, and also random memes with like super depressing captions. Like, a picture of Shrek or something captioned ‘I hope it all ends soon lol’. Then [I’d] just [leave] that up to everyone’s interpretation.

‘People only show you what they want you to see’ is super true in this case. Social media, especially when you want it to be your job or something, has to portray something profitable or follow-able.

My mental illness, my depression, are neither of those things, so I have to hide it all. Filtering is necessary to be successful on social media.

People don’t want to follow sad girls with real mental illness and crazy long depressive episodes, they wanna follow sad girls with smudgy eyeliner who tweet ‘ugh i hate my liiiife’ once in a while. So basically I just have to filter my whole entire existence, or else I’m not popular anymore.

A lot of the time I wouldn’t read comments or check the likes or anything, I would just put it out there and be like ‘okay well now they know!!’ Then half the time I would wake up the next morning and have to archive like five pictures, because I just wasn’t in the right state of mind to be posting anything.

It’s like this morning-after feeling, like if you were drunk and texted your ex… When I’m having an emotional breakdown I would use my Finsta like a tissue to cry into and then wake up the next day and be all ‘OH GOD’ and delete my whole life and just worry about who saw it, if my friends are worried about me, and especially if they’re talking about me among themselves.

Personally I just want to give off a semi-stable vibe despite being extremely unstable.

It was pretty sad that I relied on it. But without a therapist… I just needed SOME outlet, so my Finsta was all I had, I guess.

When you’re always posting crying selfies and being publicly depressed, that might just mean you need a therapist, not a Finsta. Personally, I just needed a therapist. Now I have a therapist!

I just had to force myself to make my Finsta public so that, before I post something, I’m like ‘ok the whole world is gonna see this’ and reconsider my actions.

It’s just like a ‘more of me’ account now, which does not negatively impact my mental health like when it was private, which is great for me because my mental health is quite fragile.

The article concludes with, "The 22-year-old still has a few accounts which are not linked to her personal pages, which she uses to talk about her mental health and her experiences as a transgender woman, though she posts anonymously so she doesn’t worry about who sees the pages. Now, Sofie says no one online sees the ‘real’ her, and that’s how she likes it."

Though we may not be able to see the 'real' her, the absurd wokeness likely isn't an act - Villa was involved in radical leftist groups during her time (a) at the University of Washington.

Sex Work and Modeling

Villa identifies as a sex worker and is in the top 2% of all OnlyFans creators. Most of her online presence, whether it's her makeup-centric Instagram or her activist-ish Twitter, links back to her OnlyFans in some way - it's currently her only job. It appears she still lives with her parents, but is moving to NYC soon.



She got posted about on Reddit (a), which of course she also Tweeted (a) about:


In addition to her OnlyFans, Villa has tried to branch out into traditional modeling. She attempted to get recognition from an online Maxim model search (archive only) and set up a modeling account on Backstage (a).

These are from her Maxim submission:

Older Online Activity

Before 2019, Villa went by Tuesday Una Villa and used the username radicaldowner across social media. On the Facebook page she made for her art, it appears she was identifying as nonbinary and attending nonbinary-related events. She used to shill her OnlyFans on subreddits such as r/trapsarentgay:



She also tried to sell art in person during her nonbinary phase (s/a):

Old Accounts

Etsy (a) - user profile URL gives confirmation of deadname
Radicaldowner Facebook (a)
Pinterest (a)
LinkedIn (a) - says she majored in Visual Art, minored in Women's Studies
Tumblr (a) - mostly reblogs, says she used they pronouns
Reddit (a)

I'm a snowflake:

Wypipo (this one has over 200k likes):

Everyone owes black people money:

Daddy issues? From an Onlyfans girl? Groundbreaking.

"No one is born queer" - woke left or fundie right?

...it's not that deep.

That... literally describes her. No self-awareness.

...isn't drag mostly cis gay men?

Dismantle all the things! Or something like that idk


And an old emo Tumblr post, pre-transition:


Villa sent a takedown order when pictures of her bussy were posted in the thread. It was rightly laughed at.

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jesus i cant take it

good god
Featured on Jun 6, 2021 at 1:13 PM: Dream is/was fat.
Not to shit up the thread, but this is MASSIVE. Ladies and gentlemen, it has been confirmed Dream was fat, with more photos.

Meet Andrew Rife. (Archive)

Seems innocent enough, right. That's until you look at the intro section.


Is that Clayton?


Yes, yes it is. This is fucking crazy. (Archive)
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Featured on Jun 5, 2021 at 9:00 AM: "Hax$", a professional Super Smash Bros player, has released a 2 hour 30 minute long exposé on rival SSBM player, Leffen. The expose directly compares Leffen to a combination of Hitler, Lenin, and Trump and explains the last 10 years of his career as a Machiavellian power transfer scheme against Hax and the greater SSBM community.
Hax just released a 2 and a half hour long video on Leffen called "Evidence.zip 2".
Link: https://youtu.be/dzq65ixVtBU (archive)
PDF Version: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1ZBIB0pdC2-CuFL0-2JsRyjurKmv4JfJm/view (archive attached)
Archive will be added in an hour or two, already have it downloaded. If this vid stays up for more than a 48 hours I will be shocked
edit: Youtube archive added, if that somehow gets taken down I'll just re-encode it and upload it straight to here.
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Lucifer Morningstar

Featured on Jun 4, 2021 at 6:52 AM: Aly Hirschberg, a 2019 financial enabler of CWC and forum member, has faked their death.
I really can't even write what I think, I have mixed thoughts......

@rVeRSeSI / @Azrael is gone?

Mod edit for context.

I don't want to sound coldblooded or anything, but anyone can make one of those everloved things. All it takes is an email address
He also tried to fake his death the last time. These people are morons.

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Featured on Jun 1, 2021 at 12:49 PM: Warrant Canary for May, 2021

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June 1st, 2021

Warrant Canary covering the Month of May, 2021

This is the first Warrant Canary for the 1776 Solutions, LLC, Lolcow LLC, and
Mad at the Internet, LLC. Warrant Canaries have become common practice with
certain types of websites. I have refrained from issuing monthly Warrant
Canaries for due to an observed lack of usefulness for those sites. My mind
has been changed recently.

An explanation for what a Warrant Canary is can be found on the EFF:

In summation, the purpose of a Warrant Canary is to utilize freedom from
compelled speech to lawfully disclose what has NOT happened in a period. It is
also a good opportunity to disclose meddling which is not legally prohibited.

National Security Letters
1776: 0
Kiwi: 0

Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Court
1776: 0
Kiwi: 0

Gag orders under 18 USC 2705(b)

Kiwi: 0

The Kiwi Farms has received two letters from Russia's ROSKOMNADZOR requesting
the deletion memes depicting Hitler dressed as Santa saying "ho ho holocaust".
We receive this request every few weeks.

Local US law enforcement has contacted the Kiwi Farms in regards to a revenge
pornography case asking for my contact information for the delivery of court
orders. No such order has arrived.

We have obliged no DMCA takedown notices in this time.

Live Free or Die,
Joshua Moon <[email protected]>



Featured on Jun 1, 2021 at 7:13 AM: Pride Month: Who's your LGBTQIAP+ inspiration?
The Kiwi Farms enjoys a vast wealth of diverse persons from all corners of the LGBTQIAP+ spectrum, including the differently abled and autistic. Lets reflect on our favorite people who identify outside of the heteronormative.

I'll start with a retrospective of Chris.

So believe it or not, back in the day the forum (then CWCki Forums) was a lot more left-leaning and progressive

This post contains a statement I think about a lot and wonder how well it holds up in retrospect.
Dicktucking drama ruins communities. It's a cancer in the PVCC, it tore apart the Lolcow boards, and I won't let that happen here. I will burn it out of the forum before I let it control every discussion.

Chris first announced they considered themselves a "Tranny Cross-Dresser" in August 2014.


By December, Chris wanted to be called Chris or Christine (but not Christian). Here's the thread:

We can see the duality of (wo)man on display:
This is horrifying. He's truly becoming an autistic version of Jame Gumb. Help.
So is Christine the name she chose or just one that Watermelon made up?

Over this thread and elsewhere, dozens of pages of discussion were devoted to the pronoun question which resulted in me announcing that you can use whatever pronouns you want, and people should stop correcting others (i.e. >she) because that's also fucking annoying.

And so it was, an innocent forum in an innocent time looked on at a peculiarity and thought it was an isolated case of autism, not something that would dominate the politics of the western world for the next ten years.

Who's YOUR LGBTQIAP+ inspiration?


Featured on Jun 1, 2021 at 4:07 AM: Dream publishes a statement admitting to cheating, then immediately deletes it and demands that everybody moves on.
Dream admitted to cheating, kinda late if you ask me

pastebin | archive

I bet he wrote this to take the heat off Scott and HBomb which is even funnier

I feel like this is something important to talk about, I’ve been very withheld for a while about it all and just decided it’d probably be best to just let it out so I can feel relaxed a little more I guess. This will be a very long read i’m sure, I’m writing this in my bath at 4am on my phone so forgive any mistakes or confusing bits.

Back in October/November of 2020, I for the first time since when 1.16 had just released I decided to try and speedrun 1.16 some to get a decent time. My goal was to get a time faster than 25 minutes, which was a good time and fairly obtainable at the time for me without spending months speedrunning. We had or were just about to switch manhunt to 1.16 and I wanted to get practice for that, and then speedrun for a better 1.15 time, because my record on 1.15 had been beaten.

After running for about a week, I got a 19 minute time (that arguably could have been lower, ironically enough due to bad luck). I started running 1.15 directly after, and a few day’s later there were some suspicions involving my streamed runs on 1.16. At this point, I was cooperative but upset and confused that I was being questioned. I provided all the information that I could, and assumed that everything was fine. As chatter grew, I was confused and the numbers didn’t look to be in my favor.

At this point I reached out to the only mojang developer that I had contact with, and talked for an hour or so about what was going on. I told him the details and was asking if there’s potential for a bug or glitch, and he told me that no there isn’t, but said some things about how banning for luck seems far fetched and that they should improve their system.

I felt a little reassured, but also angry that I was potentially being dragged for absolutely nothing. It wasn’t a huge thing yet, but it still lingered in my mind and I couldn’t really think about anything other than it.

As time went on and many weeks passed, I grew more and more frustrated, convinced that I was being targeted due to the fact that I was a Youtuber and a couple of the mods (self admitted) didn’t like me at all and didn’t have many kind words to say. I was an asshole and lashed out publicly, saying the investigation was a farce and expressing how pissed I was that I was being targeted and that it was taking so long, as the mods kept giving me deadlines and then missing them.

This was terribly stupid of me to do. I was scared and stressed and said and did shitty things. I regret it a lot and really wish that I had been able to keep my calm.

Later that month, the speedrun team released a video and a document detailing why my 1.16 runs couldn’t have been legitimate based on math and statistics. I admittedly don’t know shit about math and statistics, I didn’t go to college and I hated math my whole life. At this point I felt complete fear, as I felt like I had been publicly smeared in a way that I have no clue how to respond to. I didn’t understand the math and I didn’t understand why I had been left in the dark for so long only to have a video dropped randomly on me right before MCC. At this point and before, I had multiple speedrun moderators messaging me scary things about how it was a shit show and no one could agree on things just before the release, that they were clearly biased against me and so on. In retrospect, this may have been out of fear and wanting to be on the good side of a really big youtuber, or maybe they were being truthful or a little bit of both. All I know is that it scared me a lot. feeling like everything you built might come tumbling down and there’s nothing you can do about it is really stressful.

Again, I lashed out. I tweeted about the mods being clout chasers, and said a lot of really dicky things. I was pissed, I was scared, and I was being an idiot.

shortly after that, someone gave me the idea to hire a professional statistician because I know nothing about math. This calmed me down a lot and brought me back to a much healthier mindset. I googled and I ended up finding two professors and I emailed them both about the situation asking for assistance. Only one of them was available to help.

I was looking for help and I told them that I didn’t cheat, and that I just needed a second opinion on the math. Eventually the professor came back with a conclusion that the mods numbers were off by a significant significant margin, and that’s it’s possible although extremely unlikely. Again, not completely understanding math but knowing that my experts opinion seemed to be that the mods were off, I felt vindicated and relieved. I made a video about it, and expressed the professors views. people hounded me for it saying that the Astro physicist was fake, but the mods confirmed it was legit. I just wanted a (mostly) unbiased parties opinion.

The mods came back with a response, correcting the professor and saying that he was off and providing reasons for why. Again, I don’t understand complicated math so I sent it directly to the professor asking for his thoughts. Later on, he came back admitting there were mistakes in his original assessment, although he still believed theirs was off. In his rebuttal though, he came to the conclusion that it’s improbable that I didn’t cheat. I felt like the right thing to do was post his findings, even though he hadn’t asked me to yet, I did. I tweeted them out and replied saying that I agree that it seems more likely than not that I cheated. I didn’t say anything more than that.

Funnily enough, he actually emailed me a day or two later saying I need to post his findings, or he will (semi-threatening, but not in a mean way), and I responded that I already had before he even asked.

At this point I was lost, and I was fairly confused about the whole thing. Wondering what the other options were and exploring the possibilities. as much as I was confident that I didn’t cheat, I had never explored the option that I possibly did. due to the way I reacted to the mods and perceived everything going on I was convinced that they were out to get me. I tunnel visioned and was paranoid and didn’t think straight. I had plenty of valid reasons to believe that they weren’t impartial, and had the mod team and I been completely friendly from the beginning I believe it never would have gotten to the point that it did.

After considering this, I ended up finding out that I HAD actually been using a disallowed modification during ~6 of my live streams on Twitch. At the time we were just starting to record videos on 1.16 and we had just hired a developer to help with coding mods for videos because me and George had no experience with mods only plugins. One of the mods that they were working on was an overall recording mod, that I have used in every video (with updates and improvements) since around the speedrun controversy. You may notice it in my videos due to f3 being small or particles being reduced, or recently on my streams things like the background being custom or a “Dreams servers” option and plenty of other features and improvements.

In our challenge videos, before 1.16 we always increased the enderman spawn rates and pearl drop rates out of convenience and we’ve mentioned that openly before. It makes the videos better because we don’t spend hours looking for pearls or spend so much time farming blaze rods (a totally RNG thing, mostly pearls). When 1.16 came out, it was more complicated to increase piglin trades then it is to do enderman pearl drops. A server side plugin was made for our videos that slightly increases the rates. Around this time is when the first versions of the recording mod was being made, although it was more of a chat mod at this point.

I had considered at the time that this potentially could have been a problem, but brushed it off because 1. Server side and client side are completely different and as far as I was aware nothing had been done client side. 2. as far as I knew it was just basically a chat mod so far and 3. I was 99% sure that I didn’t even have the recording mod on. Which was backed up by the fabric api logs saying that only the fabric api was loaded (although I found out later it only lists things that explicitly ask to be listed which I had no idea) this was mentioned in my response video.

I ended up thinking that it’s basically the only explanation after the professor came back with what he did. I talked with the developer and ended up finding out that when working on the mod stuff he had added the same improvements from our challenge servers to the client side mod so that they would work in single player for videos like the shock collar video or other “single player” mod videos. This was only in an early rendition of the mod and was removed because the developer realized that those type of videos can just be done on a PC hosted server. This actually included a couple other things that weren’t mentioned at all during the controversy much as far as I’m aware. Ender eyes had a low chance of breaking when thrown, and enderman dropped pearls at a much higher percentage (I don’t think I killed many enderman so this wasnt noticeable, similar to the eyes).

When I realized this, I felt an extreme sense of guilt and I took down my response video not believing in what I said in the video at all anymore. This was a couple months ago at this point I believe. When the drama first started I cared more about defending myself and being right, then about figuring out what was actually going on and I shot myself in the foot by doing it.

I felt really terrible for the mods because I dragged them through the mud even though they were mostly right. I still feel as though the mod team was extremely unprofessional when dealing with it, but they’re a group of volunteers just trying to do their job and in their eyes I was some cheating sob youtuber who didn’t care at all. Maybe in their position I would have treated me the same. I was an asshole back to them which didn’t help at all either.

I reflected a lot about the entire thing and had a lot of regret about just the first few days after the runs. What if they had asked for my mods sooner, what if I had realized sooner, what if I hadn’t had a history with a couple of the mods maybe I wouldn’t have jumped straight to them being out to get me. Further past that what if I could have controlled my emotions and not blown the whole thing out of proportion. I can’t live by what if’s though so I was just left with what I had. I debated live streaming or making a video about it, but the drama had basically already passed and I was worried about rekindling the fire when I had already gone through basically a couple months straight of absolutely being shit on by anyone that didn’t think of me favorably, and the mods had gone through weeks of torture Im sure too.

I figured it’s out of the way, and it would be a story I would tell in a few years when no one really cared. I told a couple people and just felt like the community had been through enough drama and that it was pointless. I didn’t want to be the center of controversy for the hundredth time.

it was shitty and an unfortunate situation where I felt like I couldn’t defend myself anymore in good faith without feeling bad but I also didn’t have any intention of cheating.

Since the speedrun controversy there’s been some animosity between me and the mods, and I feel like the relationship only got worse. They declined my donations from the controversy video, got into drama a couple times with me/my community on Twitter since(don’t want to go into specifics), and a month or so ago added me to a chat questioning me about my previous 1.15 runs from around a year ago. They saw a suspicious black box that they thought meant a splice, but it turned out to be a youtube setting on their end that they realized, and they had some other random questions as well. This was resolved fairly maturely I believe and I haven’t talked to them since.

Yesterday around MCC the mods made the decision to remove my old runs due to suspicions and the fact that my 1.16 run was invalid, which is something that is done with most people who submit any invalid runs at all. I’m sure there’s reasonable suspicions about most runs, especially offline ones from back when they were allowed, so couple that with a 1.16 run being actually invalid and it’s a completely reasonable assumption. You can’t give someone the benefit of doubt on lag or frame skips or potential cuts or anything unless they’ve earned it, and in this case I haven’t at all. So I don’t want to see any hate towards the mods or any drama involving the fact that they were marked invalid due to my 1.16 run. I think it’s dumb that it’s been done 11 months later, but it’s understandable and if anything, I deserve it, and it puts an end to any potential drama. (at this point what could they do, double ban me? /j)

I’m not really sure what Im expecting out of all of this, but I just felt like I had a huge weight on my shoulder and I want to get it off. I think the whole situation was extremely shitty overall for everyone involved and I wish that I could go back and do things differently because it was some of the worst weeks of my life and still impacts me every day. I’m sorry to anyone that I let down or disappointed. I always strive to be the best person that I can be and that whole debacle wasn’t the best that I can be or anywhere near it. I hope this brings some closure to anyone who needed it, and I really want to move forward with positive vibes like I’ve been trying my best to promote as much as I can.

When I got into speed running I was doing it every day for months, and you can see the skill improvement even just over a few months of tryharding. It was so much fun and I got a few snarky records that I shouldn’t have got in the first place (my first world record I chopped down trees for 10 minutes, I still find that hilarious how unoptimized the category was). I came in at the right time and met some absolutely incredible people who are some of the best Minecraft players on the planet. I am no where near the best speedrunner and I never have been, I was in the right place at the right time and was able to have a lot of fun because of that.

I hope that this gives insight into my mindset a little bit, but if not I’m not sure what will. I’m sure I’ll talk about it more just for clarity sake, but I want to avoid causing more drama. please don’t send any hate to the mod team or anyone involved in the situation, I don’t want any more drama at all, you’re no supporter of mine if you do.

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Featured on May 31, 2021 at 12:10 PM: Shanny4Christ, the human incarnation of white trash, has apparently had her apartment broken into by one of her hater reaction channels. There may be legal consequences for him.
Looks who's live again:

Archive of Dragnauct's stream 360p:

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Featured on May 28, 2021 at 8:35 AM: A puer natus est ex carne et frumentum hodie.

Et ingressus Antichristi regnum nostrum Anglie absque carne. Et mox bello Sancti sit super nos. Ave satanas et pariunt, Vickers Brus Alexander Matth. Deus misereátur nostri, in animabus.
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Featured on May 27, 2021 at 7:35 AM: [IP2] Chaggot admits he had sex with a 13 year old he gave liquor and weed to when he was 18. Proceeds to ask strangers on the street if that was OK and gets shut down. Literally begs Baked Alaska to defend his honor while he pimps Chaggot out to chat who pay to humiliate him with text-to-speech. Visibly shaken adult man calls himself "mentally 15" in his defense.
PPP is coming for Chaggot on twitter about whatever he is saying on stream.

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HOLY FUCK chaggot is autistic, he is with Baked Alaska and Woozuh.
Baked, having NO views or content, makes chaggot dance for him
chaggot talking about his pedophilia to random people
(Chaggot was 18 years old and the girl was 13 years old) Chaggot thinks it was justified, Asks people about it

chaggot had also asked 15 year olds about the situation

Chaggot wants baked to defend his honor

Chaggot upset that baked isnt trying hard enough

also Chaggot having an autism meltdown

Chaggot explains his position on pedophilia

Chaggot tries to explain it more, (circle of friends, other people did it so it was ok, she was mentally older than me) shit excuses

also from eariler in the stream, how it started
A tts donation triggers chaggot, by asking chaggot about the time he fucked a 13 year old

They staff wants Baked and Chaggot out.

Baked had a call with Attila, Loulz and Stop Speeding, invited them to his house
Baked freaking out/being cringe that some girl kissed him, what isnt he 32-36?

both baked and woozuh know who PPP is. Call him "fat retard".

chaggot explains black privilege and why he wants to be black

From here, the next day (links to post itt with clips + stream archive), Baked called the cops on Chaggot
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link itt to full stream archives of baked & chaggot fighting/cops
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Featured on May 21, 2021 at 4:45 AM: Jonathan Yaniv's mother and aunt have been charged with different crimes.
Since it's up on the front page I'll clean this up a bit. Miriam Yaniv and Ilana Altmann, Jonathan's aunt were arrested on February 22nd. As you can see Miriam only had one charge while Ilana chimped out.
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This was Jon a few days later naming the officer and his family.
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Jonathan released this footage.

UPDATE: This has led to a new civil suit. Here is Jonathan, nearly out of breath walking into the RCMP station trying to serve him.
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Featured on May 19, 2021 at 3:29 PM: Connor Murphy, a body builder on YouTube, has been institutionalized. This is a brand new thread so check out the OP as well.
Connor just got involuntarily committed to the psych ward a second time :story:
If you want a story-time video that gets crazier by the minute, this is for you. She's got the receipts, vids, and convos. Her name is Jane Conquest and she is the protagonist in this story. She is one of those people who can restore your faith in humanity,

Tl;Dr: Connor is doing more ayahausca than I thought was possible - like hoarding pounds and pounds of it. He became a hoarder, falsely believed he was engaged to this chick he just met, and tried to fake his own death and run away. He also met this 19 yr/old woman (not the one in the video) and claimed she was 15 and that he raped her. The 19 yr/old confirms she is both over age and was never harassed by him. Connor then wipes his phone, smashes his computer and dips out. He claimed he'd been kidnapped when trying to commit himself willingly to a psych ward. Eventually he was found and committed.

This girl, Jane, was promoted in some of his content. This is the chick Connor claims he's engaged to. I guess it's not real? She said she didn't know the engagement was legit in his eyes, because he gave her a LOTR ring. Apparently she had known him for only a month and realized his mental health issues after finding his Youtube channel. She claimed he was lucid last month but quickly deteriorated over the last few weeks. Tbh she sounds genuine and tried to help him, and the way she describes him decoupling from reality is hilarious. Here are some issues that have exacerbated
  1. Hoarding - Man has boxes stacked everywher, it's a shit hole. It took two guy making a documentary about him showing up at the right time and volunteering two full days to almost clean it out
  2. Cringing and hating his older content - He went through and privated his older videos, and republished them again at Jane's advice (so he could monetize them and retrieve some money after he gave away his bank info and ssn)
  3. Rambling, having issues articulating his thoughts
  4. Does not apparently have running (or drinkable?) water
  5. He is still doing ayahausca. She claims he was high on ayahausca while driving her to the store, though she didn't know he was high at the time.
  6. She claims he's doing ayahausca every two-ish hours after discovering it fucking all over his kitchen, apparently he mixes ayahausca in everything
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She filmed herself unpacking groceries in his kitchen, you can see the ayahausca and scale on the left side of this screencap.
7. He keeps ordering random packages and forgets he did it
After the engagement video is uploaded is when people start intervening and concerned he's truly detached, because he just met her and no one viewed the engagement as legit. They constantly reiterate he is super non-aggressive

Connor Murphy Update May 2021 (He is safe)​

(Youtube link)
Timestamps: 0:00
Intentions 1:36
How I became associated with Connor 14:35
Calling the authorities 18:24
Connor Murphy documentarians 19:50
Escalation 20:22
Police visit about suicide threat 21:48
Police visit about CP 22:31
Connor goes missing 29:30
Addressing further questions 31:28

My current situation TL/DW: Former bodybuilding YouTuber Connor Murphy’s experience in drug-induced psychosis has been made very public, and I became personally involved. I gathered a team, and we went to great lengths to help him. It is now in his family’s hands — he is safe, and they have posted that he is in an institution. La experiencia del ex YouTuber de culturismo Connor Murphy con la psicosis inducida por drogas se ha hecho muy pública, y yo me involucré personalmente. Reuní un equipo, e hicimos todo lo posible para ayudarlo. Ahora está en manos de su familia — está a salvo y han publicado en las redes sociales que está en una institución.
Source for 13:40: https://www.dmlp.org/legal-guide/texa...
Source for 19:06: https://www.therecoveryvillage.com/ay...
Source for 19:20: https://www.google.ca/amp/s/www.altam...

It looks like she uploaded this video to explain her side because people were accusing her of fucking him up. Sucks for her, because she seems like some rando who wanted to help him and got roped into the internet machine. She really tried to help him but the absolute state of US mental health services was here undoing.
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Featured on May 17, 2021 at 12:09 AM: Ethan Ralph's mother has passed away.
Gone to soon
Ralph's mother had been in declining health for years, but upon entering a coma as the result of a brain bleed in February, her future begun to look especially grim. Ralph went into detail about her condition in a blog post a few days after she entered her coma, and updates on her health became rare over the following months. As the bleeding was the result of a fall Sandra suffered the hospital, Ralph has since toyed with the idea of suing for medical malpractice.


Featured on May 15, 2021 at 8:34 PM: DarkSydePhil received a seven day Twitch suspension for accidentally muttering something that sounds kind of like the n word. [Lifted already.]
Supposedly for saying the n-word. Kinda. Sorta.


-UPDATE 1- He received a 7-day suspension for using a 'hateful slur'. He's absolutely livid on Twitter:


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-UPDATE 2- Lol:


(https://twitter.com/TheyCallMeDSP/status/1393700438227132416 + https://twitter.com/TheyCallMeDSP/status/1393699564041904128)

-UPDATE 3- He'll be 'transitioning' (lol) to Youtube. Not sure if it's just for the time being or permanently:


Setting up superchat, memberships, mods and bots for Youtube:

-UPDATE 4- He recorded his reaction and uploaded it to his YT channel, calling Twitch insane and claiming he has had enough of it. Local archive of the reaction part:

'Returnal playthrough pt16 - Twitch BANS ME FOR NO REASON! I'VE HAD IT!!!!'

-UPDATE 5- Twitch has lifted the suspension, claiming it was a mistake. DSP's reaction:

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Don't forget, you're here forever
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Featured on May 14, 2021 at 3:27 PM: NachoDog (Rebecca Scott), a zoophile who outed two other zoophiles who also molested her dog, has allegedly been euthanized by Germany after a failed heart operation (or lied about it we don't know).

It's been a while since I brought up Rebekah Scott, but it would appear she may have committed assisted suicide in Germany after a failed heart operation to treat a myriad of chronic illnesses.

Edit for more context:
I'll be quoting from @Pukebucket's summary so things don't get too long.

The incident referred to below occurred in Renton, WA. Rebekah continued residing in WA until around October 2020 when she left to receive treatment for her heart disease.
Nacho - Reformed Zoo - At risk of her own dirty laundry being aired (which it inevitably did) as well as threats of physical violence from her ex, Noodlesoup, Nacho went to the authorities and exposed Cupid and Noodles for their rape of her service dog/emotional support animal(?). This led to expansive efforts from the zoosadism ring to blackmail her into silence with her prior history as a zoophile, with SnakeThing and Tane having plans going so far as intent to drug and rape her at a house party along with Tekkita (who wanted to remain anonymous during the rape) and someone named Miskas. It's strongly believed that Nacho has since reformed and is no longer an active zoophile, and she exposed the others at risk of her own reputation by going to the authorities and pursuing legal action rather than just infodumping on the 'net like Shadowwoof and Akela were.
Matthew John Grabowsky/CupidtheDeer/Bluetooth - Telegram Zoosadist and Twitter Zoophile - Fucked his dog, intentionally spread STIs to other people, sexted a minor and was caught raping Nacho's dog with the help of Kevin Allan Richards/Noodles. Likely accepted a plea deal for a misdemeanor offense. DatedMr. Bitchtits/Tekkita(?) who was mentioned in the Telegram leaks that Cupid himself was also part of. Cupid was friends with Tane, but not friends with Snakething/Levi since Snakething was the one who leaked the video of Cupid fucking Nacho's dog, which ended up getting seen by Nacho who reported the crime. Was being offered an animal from Craigslist by Snakething as an apology for leaking the video apparently, all while on bail for raping Nacho's dog.
Kevin Allen Richards/Noodles/Noodlescoop - Telegram Zoosadist - Nacho reported him to the police for making bestiality porn of her dog. Was Nacho's ex-boyfriend and allowed Cupid access to their apartment so they could rape her dog. Got a plea bargain and was given time out of prison in a probationary period despite making threats to kill Nacho for reporting him and Cupid.
Levi Simmons/Snakething - Telegram Zoosadist - The guy who was providing videos of torturing animals to death for sexual purposes and was caught grooming his nephews for underage sex acts, with intent to "give" one of them to Sangie/James Hoyt I believe. Planned to rape Nacho at a house party along with Tane and the rest, and also encouraged Tane to fuck around with a minor named Devin, who he was also in contact with. Currently in jail for being a freak. Pled guilty to ten counts of encouraging child sexual assault. Introduced to Woof via IlloneSheppypaws from Animals Dark Paradise.
Here is a post from Rebekah around the time the incident occurred detailing how shit went down between her, Grabowsky, and Richards. This is seemingly before she figured out that Richards was allowing Grabowsky access to her dog.

After Grabowsky's conviction, either he or Richards made an appearance on the Farms in order to post evidence of her having sex with animals as a way to take heat off themselves. Still unclear as to who was behind the account but worth including this in the post. Someone else found an account named Rebeca on a Bestiality site but given that the account is uploading videos every 15-30 min from various sources, I strongly doubt this was actually her's.

A GoFundMe was created on Sept 18, 2020 for medical costs as well as her expected travel outside the US which managed to raise $25K. No update on it though since Oct 19 of that year.

Timeline for all of the updates:
Sept 16, 2020

Sept 18-23

Sept 26

Oct 19

Tweets from her account after / around the updates. They'll be in chronological order as follows:

Concerns have been raised however that something doesn't seem right here. I have no idea how Medicaid / Medicare / SSI / any other social program works so I'm taking this speculation with a grain of salt until I can find some sources to back this up. TL;DR: Rebekah should have been able to completely cover the necessary surgery in the US due to being on SSI (which means that she should qualify for Medicaid). Otherwise, she should've just been able to file for bankruptcy and just get the surgery anyways. Germany is also still in lockdown due to COVID and had only recently started allowing assisted suicide again. The laws are really iffy though so possibly wouldn't have been able to allow her to do it yet. That and Germany just randomly covering all the healthcare costs of some broke American doesn't make sense.

I'll more than likely write a more in-depth summary tomorrow but right now I'm fucking exhausted. Just take the screenshots.

Scattered in those images somewhere, Rebekah claims she has no family. I'm going to assume she means that most of them are estranged or low-contact. Either way, I took screencaps of all her tweets that mention family members here.

People also doubted that she was ever in Germany so here is a compilation of all the media tweets proving her location. The running theory now is that she may have visited Germany, but she isn't actually living there.

Comments from Kate Shills Farm looking into the issue here and here. They also took a chronological look at the ordeal & it seems that Rebekah really was just faking it the whole time
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Featured on May 11, 2021 at 2:32 PM: Israel and Palestine are shooting missiles at each other and it's pretty cool.
Over the past couple of days there have been ongoing clashes between Jews and Palestenians in Jeruasalem. Obviously this has been going on for generations, but this is to discuss recent outbreaks.
Rather than making a thread for each article, a single thread to contain all discussion seems like the better idea.

gaza fires rockets at israel

isreal raids a mosque, leaving hundreds injured

large fire outside of the previous mosque

Jewish visitors banned from the temple

jew rams palestinians who were allegedly throwing stones

isreali airstrikes kill 9, including 3 children

more rockets fire by hamas

Large scale rocket attacks have been fired at tel aviv

Israel is now invading Gaza
"There is no doubt. Massive operation underway against Hamas in the Gaza strip. Soft targets are cleared in preparation for imminent incursion/land ops."
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*Infringes on your copyright*
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Featured on May 6, 2021 at 12:06 AM: Tommy Tooter is trying to ooze his way onto the Tranch.
[Cow Crossover with the Tranch]

Archive (480p):

0:19- "Business is starting to thrive... Artist co-operative. I do stonework. I cut down gemstones and carve".

0:35- Tom goes over his education, pleading his case on how he can be useful with his background in ecosystem engineering. "Fisheries, biology, polyculture, aquaponics, sustainable energy, etc."

0:57- "I'd like to help with your publicity"

1:23- Tom says he has no intention of getting anywhere near there for months because of the "summer selling season". Says he'll visit before the Summers over.

1:55- Philip suggests a Zoom call between himself, bonnie, and J.

2:36- Tom gives Philip his phone number.

3:25-4:35- Nothing but awkward silence. The only thing worth noting is the flies crawling and flying around Tommy like the pile of shit he is.

4:45- "This is for repentance's sake. I have no idea what that person's intentions are". Don't worry, Tom you can find out lots of information about the Tenacious Unicorn Ranch in their thread and the Kevin Gibes thread!

4:54- "I'm old! I'm 67 fucking years old and I look real fucking good for 67"

5:10- "I have a lot of respect in the real world. I have a lot more respect in the virtual world"

5:44- "You don't argue with fools because the observers can tell which one's the fool. If you believe that there are only 2 sexes and transgender people are mentally ill, well it's a waste of time to talk to you".
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Featured on May 5, 2021 at 5:43 PM: [NSFL] Kelly Ronahan, a relatively minor Beauty Parlor character, is having her legs amputated because she won't stop picking at them.
[Mod Edit: Please be mindful this thread is in Beauty Parlor and is mostly for women, so don't be weird.]

Seems the time has come

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Featured on May 1, 2021 at 10:29 PM: Amy Carlson, "Mother God" of the cult Love Has Won, has died, and seven cult members have been arrested.
I'll get this thread highlighted as soon as we have 100% confirmation she's dead.

Officially dead and 7 people are in jail.


Featured on May 1, 2021 at 4:18 PM: Chantal has admitted that she smoked meth with a strange Arab in a crackshack.
✨Meth Stream Recap✨
She says King Tut and her did hard drugs just two nights out of all the ones she spent there.
She "just wanted to try it once" but she's "never doing it again"
She thinks she almost died of overdose, googled the symptoms and had all of them. She did a mixture of 3 drugs. She threw up for 2 days, was sweating a lot, made her pee smell and thought she was dying. Her throat is swollen and didn't eat for 3 days. Says she's still recovering from that, and might go to the ER if necessary.
He cried because he let her take that. Also he is not a drug addict you guyssss.
Her chat said they were right to worry about her and she says she "just learns the hard way"
Time line:
Night 1: Coke
Night 2: Coke + Molly (she asked him to buy it) + Meth (left over pipe that was at his house)
Night 3: Edibles
All that plus Ozempic + Blood Thinners + Effects of not taking antidepressants

ETA: Deleted the stream
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Featured on Apr 27, 2021 at 2:07 AM: Russell Greer made an entire music video for his creepy ass song.
Russell's "Yo Yovanna" video dropped and it is incredibly cringe. Decent production value, he must have spent a decent amount of money on this shit. That is...at least it's decent until it gets to his "special message" which is him talking about his disability and asking out Yovanna. New lawsuit when?


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Featured on Apr 26, 2021 at 5:50 AM: u/Bardfinn, reddit's lead Nazi hunter and mod at over 60 subs, is a tranny deadbeat dad who hasn't paid child support in 4 years.
Back from Dallas and got some bad news… and some good news!

First, a quick tangent on why this was worth time and money to me and why I loathe Reddit.

For those of you who don’t know, this is Steve Huffman, CEO of Reddit, aka “Spez”.

Regardless of all the other issues surrounding Reddit, their sheer contempt for the information and privacy of their users stands out to me. Here we have Steve Huffman being interviewed at a conference. His simps have claimed that he was joking, but I would advise watching the whole video if you think that. He is just smug and insufferable in the whole video. This doesn’t at all come across as a joke to me.

“We know all of your interests. Not only just your interests you are willing to declare publicly on Facebook – we know your dark secrets, we know everything…”

It gets interesting around 14:00 and this quote is right after that point.

The interviewer took him as joking, but others did not. I am with those who do not find this to be Steve’s effort at humor. He is too humorless for that.

Spez is also known for actively editing Reddit posts that are critical of him.


The CEO of Reddit, a site that prides itself on enabling users to “be their true selves” online, is in damage control mode after admitting to using his administrative power to edit comments that were critical of him on a popular pro-Trump forum.
Steve Huffman revealed last week that he edited posts on a forum called “the_donald,” a highly active “subreddit” for supporters of the president-elect. Huffman replaced mentions of his name with the names of the leaders of the pro-Trump forum, essentially re-directing the vitriol he received to target those leaders instead.
“I abused my power to give the bullies a hard time,” he told The Washington Post Friday by phone. Huffman said he thought of the edits as a joke: a way to push back against Reddit users who had been harassing him for months, the paper reported.

Also, I envy those posters in this thread who think “nobody could possibly do this much shit on the 
Internet for free”. The Age of the Internet is inherently the Age of Doing Things For Free and that was true even before COVID. See wikipedia talk pages about navel lint, the DSP forum on this very board, My Immortal, JonTron fapfic, and the Star Citizen trading board (a game in alpha for seven years at this point) for further evidence. Hell, I’ve put plenty of my own time into KF articles for free, so who I am I to talk?

I don’t want to “save Reddit”, though, from its shitty mods. I want their shitty mods to take down their site with their crapulence. Delete your account. Lurk the boards you still like with a VPN and a secure browser. And, if you just can't quit, never use anything identifiable when you sign up. Obvious advice to most Kiwis, but not to all reading this. Don’t give them a goddamn thing. Support 230, but push for anti-trust action against Big Tech and reform of payment processors if you really want to see things change.

THE BAD NEWS: The child/family law records office was a clusterfuck. They had 50 page documents with only one or two interesting pages mixed with multiple one-page documents that were oftentimes very important. You only have 15 minutes to work at the terminal which is not enough time to get the info you need. If somebody wants to pursue the full records, I would recommend just paying for the whole stack at $1 per page. I think there were two 50 page docs and dozens of 1 page docs. Ie between 125-175 pages to print. I did get some shots of the screen that showed something very important, however, as you shall see below.

Quick summary of what I saw in those documents:

-Anomimous’s analysis of the divorce, child custody document, failure to appear, failure to pay, etc. timeline earlier in this thread is very accurate to what I saw in the files. Violent incident in 2010, trial in 2011, divorce after that, then years of a mix of compliance and failure to pay child support. For those who don’t know how this part of the system works, if a deadbeat dad fails to provide, the stay-at-home mom’s only option for collecting support is to go on welfare and other social programs. That puts it in the power of the state to collect from the dad via either payment or garnishment of wages to repay the welfare, SNAP, etc. that the state is paying out. In a more amicable divorce or child support situation, one parent simply sends a check or Venmo or whatever on a monthly basis and there is no state involvement.

-The divorce agreement was mostly boilerplate and looked like a fairly standard support agreement, with his ex having primary custody, and Steve having visitation rights and financial obligations. It was long and didn’t have much interesting material, and I probably should have skipped most of it and saved a lot of time for other documents out of my 15 minute allotment. There were no “juicy details”, just a general “we don't get along and want a divorce.” The divorce and original custody agreement looks less contentious than Steve’s later failure to comply with child support which led to a decade of court wrangling. Some couples fight back and forth for years before getting child custody set, but I don't think that happened here.

-It looks like Steve paid 235.00 per month when he still bothered to pay. I think this further debunks his “I live off all my patents, bitches!” nonsense. He hasn’t paid ANY support to the state since 2017. I am not sure how this was all concluded, but I suspect court proceedings have been heavily affected by COVID and cases like his likely were dropped in priority. His balance due just keeps climbing each month with late fee/interest charges increasing each month. At a certain point, I guess they just give up? If Reddit is slipping him money, it sure doesn't show up anywhere official.

-He had at least two different warrants for failure to pay and a failure to appear to a hearing.

-The state ordered a wage garnishment that applies to any employer that hires Steve and that money is transferred to the state to pay for welfare, SNAP, and other services. This is not really a problem for Steve as he never seems to have jobs anymore!

-Here are the files showing his lack of payment. He stopped paying in 2017. File ends in 2019, not sure what that means. If I had more time to read, I could have probably found a document that explained what the next step was. It is also possible that COVID caused a massive backup in records. No idea.
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THE GOOD NEWS: I got all 21 pages of Steve’s criminal records that are accessible in Dallas County for $21. I have attached the full document to the bottom.

The Incident that started the domestic violence case:

Description of Charges:
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Police Report:

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Respect trans women! Real women get the finger HARD in the arm and the torso. While poking with a finger may not sound that painful, keep in mind that this is a very large man poking a woman a foot shorter than him literally dozens of times while yelling at her the equivalent of “whatcha gonna do about it?” in front of a 14 month old. 6’3 and 230 is bigger than most heavyweight fighters and a typical size for a college linebacker. Also who the fuck spanks a five year old hard enough to leave bruises? Regardless of whether you support corporal punishment, that is fucked up.

I find it weird that during the description of charges, Steve and his ex are described as having a “dating relationship”, which is odd as they were married by then, which is noted in the full police report. Not sure what this would serve as a lie. Also, it is possible it was just a mistake by somebody. Not sure what to make of it.

Warrant for arrest.

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State Recommendations.
Suspended Sentence
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Plea Bargain

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Assault Sentence Reduced
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Here’s Steve’s full rap sheet. I am not a lawyer, but I did my best to break down the codes to figure out the crimes. This was included in his case as these prior offenses can be considered in his 2011 case. All the case numbers are there. I looked at the other two counties, but a) couldn’t find him in Randall’s database and b) couldn’t find any options for Potter County. It’s possible an in-person visit to those offices might come away with something. They do not list sentences, but I would love to know what time, if any, he served.

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2001 Aggravated Assault with a Deadly Weapon, Randall County, Texas. GUILTY

2002 Drug possession, category PG1 which looks like it may have been opiate-related possession or possibly some other unprescribed medication. Large category which includes many things, but not marijuana. Potter County, TX. GUILTY

ETA: Here is a link that explains "Penalty Group 1" and what substances fall into that group.

2005. Fail ID fugitiive. Looks like that means he lied to an officer about his identity. Amarillo, Randall County, TX. GUILTY

2005 Unlawful Carry of Weapon. Randall County, TX. No data on sentence, but it says “DOA”. Could not find what that code means. Dismissed on appeal, maybe?

2006 Drug possession, again category PG1 Randall County, TX. GUILTY. Two charges, convicted of both, no further detail.

2006 Related to above drug possession case, he was charged with “Theft 20k-100k”. This appears to have been dismissed as part of his plea on the drug charges. “NAOG” indicates a plea connected to the dismissal.

2006 Also related to the above three cases, he was charged with “prohibited weapons”, which was dropped to “possession in correctional facility” as part of his guilty pleas on the drug charges. My layman’s version of the alleged events: “Dumbass got popped with opiates and stolen goods, then caught in jail with an improvised shiv”. All these charges were rolled into the two drug charges and a reduced weapons charge. The guilty plea got the theft charge dropped.

TLDR: Steve has had a long history of getting in trouble with the law and the domestic assault was not a lone incident.

ETA: Cleaned up piece to make it less "jokey", sloppy, and rambling and quicker for people to get to the parts that matter: Steve's records. I also added a link to the list of drugs categorized as PG1 in the State of Texas. It is a long list. I was writing this for a few KF users and didn't expect anybody else to care. Apparently MANY people are interested in this guy.
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Featured on Apr 24, 2021 at 2:42 PM: "Spirit Science" has a new OP, in case you're bored.
Spirit Science - Jordan Duchnycz - AKA Jordan David River - AKA Jordan Pearce
Spirit Science is a New Age internet cult that has existed for a decade as of this OP update. This thread is under new management because almost everyone has heard about Spirit Science but there has never been a place for people to congregate and discuss the wild cult. These guys have everything. Grifting, rape, Manson levels of acid, Space Jews, and - the most elusive of all - true purpose in the universe. Their Youtube (archive) channel has well over 1 million subscribers, they are immensely successful. The secret to their success is similar to the QAnon appeal. What made QAnon appealing to a wider audience was its ability to weave broad conspiracies into one grander narrative. Spirit Science has built a Tolkein-level lore surrounding our world that is honestly fun to listen to at times. The problem is that it is marketed as a religion, and behind all of the colors lies a darker cult that exploits people when they get in too deep.

This OP is designed to condense the hundreds of hours of insane lore into a digestible format while highlighting the cults real life controversies. Much like if someone asked you to explain Goddess Chris Chan (PBUH), many struggle with where to begin in the Spirit Science lore. Most fans were introduced through this video, a video I have watched dozens of times and shown to anyone who would listen. This simple animated video is where it all began for so many cultists. I recommend relaxing one evening, roll a joint or pour a glass of bourbon, and go into this video blind.

Our history is not what we think!​

(Youtube link)
Here is an intro to the first 20 minutes. This is the prequel knowledge to how we as humans got to where we are today, why we need enlightenment, and how to achieve it. It is weirder than you could possibly imagine.
Over the last few thousand years, we have warped our own history. Our stories of the past have been changed, altered, mistranslated, and have completely been misunderstood as we've rounded the curve on the Precession of the Equinox. 00:03-00:14
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So we're one sentence in and you're already wondering what the hell the Precession of the Equinox is. Basically, our planet is going to be in the right place at the right time for maximum galactic cummies of enlightenment, but we're getting to get into that later.
We're going to start going back in time to Biblical periods and earlier. How do we know these stories are real? It's because we found the ruins, dumbass
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Anyway, we found these Sumerian texts that describe our history. This history goes back hundreds of thousands of years. You might wonder what seperates this ancient Sumerian text from other religions. That's because this time....we have science....Spirit Science
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Our history began on a little chains of islands called Lemuria, which eventually sunk into the ocean. In it's place rose Atlantis (looks like Australia). How do we know Lemuria existed? Thanks to Spirit Science, we can see that a chain of coral can be found from Hawaii to Easter Island. This means the islands had to exist, right?
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Around this time there were only ~1,000 people on earth. These early humans were so ascended they became the "Ascended Masters" AKA the Naacals (Minute 5) So the Naacal are living in Australia Atlantis. There is a sacred geometric pattern in Atlantis, so based on where one of these tree orbs pulls you is where you will live. It is something akin to chakra energy. This place is so ascended and righteous because the Kundalini Snake Spirit inside the earth is pointing to Atlantis. Afterwards it moves to Tibet but who cares
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At this point, we are not humans, but Lemurians. According to Spirit Science, we were a young species with a counscousness level of a "12 year old girl." (Minute 6:10) We were girls because we were a right-brained species. This is not explored further.
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Anyway, as you can see in the picture below, two of the 10 circles were not filled by Lemurians. They had not yet mastered these two chakra points. So to help us ascend on our merry way we had two alien species help us. Before we get into our intergalactic helpers, how do we know about all of this? No, not the Sumerians this time, but the Mayans! Pictured below is the Mayan text he cited for the video. I'm not an expert in Mayan writing so I cannot vouch for how accurate the dragon pictures are. So who are our first helpers? Any guesses? Who's that pokemon?
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If you guess Jews you would be Antisemitic and correct! (Minute 7)
The first race were the Hebrews, coming from our future. Thoth says they came from off-planet but we don't know where exactly. The Hebrews were kind of like the kid who didn't make it past fifth grade and had to start over again. The Hebrews knew all of the math, the left brain stuff, but didn't get the right-brain aspect of evolving consciousness. They didn't get to upgrade to the next level of evolution so they had to do it all over again. They knew a lot of things that we didn't know yet and brought a lot of concepts to us that we didn't know about. Now, if this is true, it would expkain quite a few things about the Hebrew people in general. They seem to have many sacred geometry symbols hidden within their culture. It also puts the story of Exodus into context. Perhaps Moses incarnated into that lifetime to free the Hebrews because they were not direct descendants of humans and were not being treated fairly. Or could it be that Moses was visited by an ascended master of the Hebrews and guided them to free their people?
So the Jews came from another planet from the future and are here to help us ascend to a higher plane. Their Merkaba (Star of David) is used to travel through planes of existence and multiple dimensions. I should buy an Israeli flag. Hebrews were very good at teaching us how to build spirit technology and enlightening us, but they did not master the emotional aspects of it.
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The second group of aliens were the Plaestinians Martians. The Martians are your bad guys. They are an older left-brain species that blue their atmosphere away because they partook in the "Lucifer expirement" which is supposed to be "Cutting yourself off from the universe." Basically they tried to build a Merkaba like the Jews to travel to earth and save themselves but they ended up destroying the entire planet of Mars and only a few hundred could make it. Basically Martians used Jewish tech to ruin our lives
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Remember when they said Lemurians(us) were like 12 year old girls? We've evolved to 14 year old girls by the time the Martians arrive. But Martians have the evolution of 70 year old men. So he heavily implies that they enjoy raping us.
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No one is happy with this situation. It only gets worse when a fucking divine meteor comes to ruin your day. The Naacals and Lemurians (now Atlantians) saw this as a divine action and wanted to let it hit the earth. The Martians had technology and wanted to blow it out of the sky. You can see how this would create more tension. Despite the Martians being more powerful and evil, they apparently still had a fondness for Democracy and relented. So the meteor smashes into the earth and the Martians are pissed off.
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The Martians decided new management is in order and tries to dominate the earth, again, even though it's established they essentially rule. But they want to do it bigger and better than before. Remember how they destroyed their planet and tried to use the Merkaba to escape to earth? They're going to do that again, except use the Merkaba's power to...I don't know...dominate the world through electric cars or something. Either way, they forgot how to build Merkabas because it's been 50k years since their last project. Some Martian intern made a mistake and they accidentally tore a rift between our third dimension and the lower ones.
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What you see next is essentially the premise of Scientology: Lower dimensional alien souls pour out of this dimensional tear and latch onto human bodies. This is what causes sickness, misery, etc. It is also what began our decline to the unenlightened we currently are today. We have a strict schedule to reach enlightenment, and we are almost to the end. So we are joined with many interdimensional and intergalactic allies on our quest to reach enlightenment, featuring Zeus, Jesus, Thoth, Jews, Pharaohs, and others.
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That's the premise to Spirit Science's religious lore. I recommend watching the whole things and his other videos, because this channel is essentially anime for the Kiwifarms. It's alolcow producing passable conspiratorial cartoons alleging and commiting heinous shit for us to laugh at.

Jordan Duchnycz
Jordan Duchnycz is a peculiar individual. He is an S-tier hippy that radiates grift whenever he speaks. I can't tell if he's charismatic to his followers or he's just a great story teller. To most discerning types, he is one bad hombre. His history has changed a little bit, so I won't mention anything I can't prove. First, here's a recent interview he conducted celebrating the 10th anniversary of Spirit Science.

The Story of Spirit Science - Celebrating 10 Years​

(Youtube link)

Let's talk about the rape. A lot of Lolcows rape, it's an unfortunate reality. Jordan is strange because he admits to having raped this woman, essentially to her face, but can't seem to figure out why that's wrong. Maybe he took too much acid. This is from his article, "When Regret Becomes Rape" here (archive) on his website. Along with Reddit (archive) joining in,
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This may look bad, and that's because it is. Here's (archive) a news article talking about Jordan admitting to rape. Additionally the thread comment discussing the rape. And another comment discussing his relationship with OneyPlays and his freaky obsession with Emma Watson. Not to mention that time he trespassed in a hospital and interrupted a surgery by putting on scrubs and walking in.

I don't need to tell anyone how illegal AND dangerous this is
Overall Jordan is an objectively insane cult leader who has admitted to raping female members. It's bad. His content is super entertaining though. When he's not invading hospitals, trying to get people to do acid twice a day for their entire lives, and raping, he makes fun New-Age content that sometimes takes a sharp and dark turn to scientology or "freeing yourself from this physical world." Which is definitely just suicide.
His non-animation videos get scrubbed a lot because he likes to commit and self report his crimes. So please archive everything that you can.

Internet Activity: Website (archive) - Spirit Science Website (archive) - Twitter (archive) - Instagram (archive) - Youtube (archive) - Subreddit (archive)
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Featured on Apr 24, 2021 at 12:44 PM: Pokemon YouTuber Kaycreigh accuses FeintAttacks & TheHeatedMo of sexual harassment & assault.
Kaycreigh / Kaylynn Chreighton accused FeintAttacks / Chrissy Beckket of sexual harassment & assault. She mentioned DuncanCantDie / Duncan Macleod in the midst of airing out her grievances about him maybe spreading rumours about her being a slut. He proceeds to massively shit himself on Twitter AND on Twitch over a 7+ hour livestream where he threatens to go off his meds and sue her.

TL;DR: She went to Pax East back when she was still relatively unknown and Feint approached her under the guise of giving her advice as a content creator. He wanted to get food and keep talking so she agreed to go with him. He then blurted out randomly during the middle of that lunch that " This is a date btw " which made her uncomfortable. They later went to a party together (as well as having 1 of her friends accompanying) where she proceeded to get tipsy. Feint later accused her of being a slut and said that she was " all over female Poketubers' boyfriends " at the party, which is why most of them don't like her. Her friend said that her conduct wasn't out of the ordinary. Later, at a different Pax, she wound up getting into a party with ElGato (a company that makes streaming tech) and Feint got her blackout drunk. She woke up in his bed with him spooning her. Since that event, him and his gaggle of friends have more or less been mocking her and harassing her on Twitch and Twitter.

Keep in mind that when she made the video, she didn't want to name names. She even stated on Twitter that she didn't want people digging for names. However, she included a tweet that made it extremely easy for people to find out who she was talking about as well as several details which can only link back to a small handful of people.

At the time of posting, Beckket has made no public response outside of this tweet but has told Duncan in private that what Kay accused him of didn't happen.

The original video was trimmed in the YouTube editor and one of the parts that was cut was her mentioning a YouTuber by the name of DuncanKneeDeep / DuncanCantDie.
Accusations + responses were as follows:
  • He apparently made fun of her based on her subscriber count at Pax
    • He claims he never did nor that he cares about that sort of thing
  • He was spreading rumors about her
    • Says that he repeated what other people have said to him about her but " making it clear that they were rumors ". She rebutted that he should've defended her & he flips it around by saying he's not her PR person & that " he doesn't get involved. "
  • He got her blacklisted from ElGato.
    • Duncan states this is false. There is precedence for Duncan getting people blacklisted from sponsorships with ElGato so I can understand why she might've believed it if someone told her. She shouldn't take everything told to her at face value though so that's on her. His side of the story is that because of his wife's close ties to someone in ElGato, he was able to get sponsored early on and develop a tight connection with the sponsor. As a result, people would frequently as him for hookups (in this case, an invite to the ElGato party at Pax. Never been but I've heard they can be pretty wild). This is the part that's going to be confusing so bare with me. TheHeatedMo came to Duncan asking for an invite for Kay to get into the party. ElGato had already warned Duncan that the party was at capacity so they couldn't take in anymore guests. As such, he told Mo no. The story differs depending on who tells it. Duncan claims that Kay got the pass anyways using his name. Kay said that Mo went behind Duncan's back & name dropped him to someone at the ElGato booth that liked Duncan so he could get Kay a pass. ElGato staff then later came up to Duncan claiming that multiple guests were complaining about Kay. They came to him since the pass was in his name. Duncan flatly tells them to talk to Mo as he didn't invite her.
      • Reason I'm confused: I'm still under the impression that FeintAttacks is the one she's accusing of SA/SH but TheHeatedMo has also had a history of being a bit of a pest as well
Here's the video response he made. Tweets will be down below.

Some things things I want to point out in this video which don't line up.
One: He immediately talks about how he lost a sponsorship that would've netted him 3K. However, he tweeted later that " No one dropped me :) "

Two: The part about him getting pissed off about Kay accusing him of spreading rumors makes no fucking sense to me. If you're claiming that you're such an honest person and that you don't want to get involved, then why are you repeating rumors in the first place? It really does not matter if you tell people " Oh someone told me this rumor " or you're presenting it as a fact. You're still sharing that info around and you should know better than anyone that it really does not matter how you preface information. It also makes you a MASSIVE hypocrite bringing up that you were a former sex addict (which is something he mentions in a later video I will post) as well as being sex positive. If you're " sex positive " then why are you repeating rumors about a woman being promiscuous? That's not very progressive of you, Duncan.

Three: What was the conduct issue that she was having at the party? Whether this undermines her narrative of being abused / assaulted is really not my concern. There are always 3 parts to a story but no one here seems to want to share the more critical details that might get to the truth. I expect everyone has something here to hide. Especially Duncan as you'll see how his reactions moving forward are rather over-the-top for the circumstances.

Four: Duncan complains that the apology he received from Kay was insufficient. Given that most creators on YouTube will straight up ignore or even double down on their mistakes (a situation Duncan should be MORE than familiar with given that he's had several bouts of shitfits with Verlisify), it seems a bit unfair for him to water down her attempts at reconciling her mistakes. It's also a tad hypocritical for him to say " What do you want from me? What do you expect me to do? " then demand more and more from Kay. Here is the full set of tweets from Kay after she had uploaded her original video + cut out the parts about Duncan

Now for the tweets. There are a lot so bare with me.







This is the part where he becomes REALLY unhinged imho

Talking about skipping your meds so people can see how angy you are. Really good look. Makes you appear very stable. Even some of his fans in the comments were concerned here. I really hope he doesn't actually do this because this isn't just something that just resolves in one day. Based on other contextual information, it sounds like he's probably leaning towards the higher end of dosage. Skipping even one day can fuck you up for days or weeks at a time. Why is " proving a point " about someone lying / judging your mental health... MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR MENTAL HEALTH? Especially since you live with your disabled partner. What is wrong with you????
Here's another good question (and maybe I'm reading in between the lines here but): Why is his wife encouraging this? That's a really bad look to enable such behavior. Especially to do so in a public setting. I don't know what kind of marriage these two have, but I don't see it lasting a lifetime if this is how the both of them are going to behave.

For more detail about his mental trauma:

Video linked:

  • Duncan claims there was some viral TikTok where his older sister " slandered " him (you'll see he fucking LOVES that word the more you watch him). This is what predicated the video. The TikTok has since been deleted. If anyone finds an archive of the video, then lemme know.
  • Claims his sister physically and psychologically abused him
  • He has / had insomnia, a sex addiction, & has been diagnosed with " hypervigilance "
  • Older sister was diagnosed with Bipolarism & has / had a drug addiction. Duncan claims that his mother abused her but then walks it back and says " it was a fantasy by his sister "
  • Duncan claims he was the ONLY one being abused right after discussing how his sister threw their mother down the stairs, leaving her with a permanent spinal injury
  • Older sister has children but lost custody of them because they showed up to school with bruises and were improperly dressed. This allegation came at the 11 minute mark and despite spending the last 10 minutes or so talking about how his sister violently abused him and his mother, he still thinks for some fucking reason she wouldn't " intentionally " hurt her own children.
  • Father took custody of the kids and she tried to get them back by accusing the father of rape
  • " I'm such an honest guy that it comes at my own detriment :)"
    • Just my observation but no one in the history of the entire known universe that has ever said this has been able to live up to their own words. I believe his story since his other sister is corroborating it & it would explain why he's such an anal-bleeding, compacted puss pocket. But saying that shit does not make me believe you're of good character.

Back to tweets from his wife since Kay apparently dragged her into this. VOD in reference. No archive.

I really don't believe anyone (especially men) when they say they're feminists.

No idea what kind of disability she has but (She has ADHD & OCD according to Duncan)
I really don't see how that's relevant to " being active " as a voice in an online space unless it's something that physically prevents you from being able to use a computer. Not accusing her of anything, just don't know why she's bringing up being disabled.

Outside of this current debacle, I'd like to see more receipts on this please.

I should mention that Duncan is pretty notorious for threatening Lolsuits but never follows through. As retarded as his online behavior is, even he's aware that trying to sue someone (especially internationally) isn't going to get you shit. Still fucking stupid to threaten people with that in the first place though if you know you're not going to follow through.

The basis for the lawsuit as far as I can understand is that Kay hosted a playthrough of Pokemon called a Tinderlocke. Any guy she swipes right on Tinder with will have their name used as a Pokemon in her playthrough. The problem is that (allegedly) she showed full names and locations of these men on stream for all of her audience to see. This was not done with their consent so Duncan argues that this is an invasion of their privacy and is essentially doxing. He also wanted to get her suspended off Twitch, Twitter, & (I think) Tinder.
She's since deleted the VOD of that stream but Duncan already has it downloaded

The other basis was for libel & slander. Duncan claimed that his lawyer friend approached him about suing Kay as he felt that Duncan would have a strong case.

During a 4+ hour livestream hosted by Duncan, he obtained receipts from Chrissy which were DM's between Kay and Chrissy on the night of the alleged assault + a photo of Kay sitting on people's laps which was given to Duncan by someone of the name of Wellingston.
She more or less kept talking to him and even agreed to meet back up with him AFTER CLAIMING SHE WAS SEXUALLY ASSAULTED. If she really suspects that she was sexually assaulted / raped, it makes very little sense to return back into the company of the person who perpetrated it.

Speaking of lap sitting, apparently Kay sat uncomfortably close to Duncan at the same event, grabbed his thigh, and said " Hey ;) " in a flirty voice. When he bluntly replied " I'm married " to her, she immediately walked away from him

Her response to the entire blowout

(Presumably) Duncan's fans started to dig through her social media for Cancelling Material

She was trying to duck getting onto the livestream with Duncan. His response:
He deleted it before I could archive as he was worried he would get suspended on Twitter

After Duncan invited Kay onto the stream, they were amicable for all of about 10 min before Duncan blows his lid. He wanted the name of whoever was telling Kay that he was talking shit about her & she kept waffling on telling him. He then gave her a 5 second countdown to tell him and after she failed to respond, he told her he was going to sue and then hung up. She managed to call back and told him it was SMKGaming.

The next 3 fucking hours was them talking in circles before Kay broke down crying. Duncan had managed to continuously keep up his aggressive demeanor the entire time and I can only assume that between that and his crazy ass wife blowing up her Twitter that she just snapped. They both finally apologized for their over-reactions to one another and ended the stream, but not before Duncan got fucking pissy with someone named Autumn. Ironically (and I do mean that in the full sense of the word) his dispute with Autumn was SO terrible that he didn't even want to make it public when she barely had anything to do with the situation compared to Kay.
Absolute peak of mental illness.

The stream came out to being somewhere around 7 hours. If someone can find a way to archive it, be my fucking guest because I sure as shit dunno how to fucking do that. Other than that, these are the only other things worth sharing.


" This ended productively and everything is happy smiles now :) " has got to be the most tone-deaf thing I've read after all that I had to listen to tonight.


Everyone fucked up here. Kay should've spent more time fact-checking but opted not to because she allowed her emotions to get the best of her. I can understand that she more than likely has a hard time trusting anyone that's a larger figure within the community but she should've roughed it out and got to the bottom of shit instead of publicly going out of her way to post shit without backing it up. It damaged the credibility of her claims by stirring the pot when it didn't need to be stirred. Moreover, and I'm going to say this multiple times, allegations like this need to be handled with the authorities in mind. I understand the argument of making a video to bring public awareness but how the fuck do you expect anything to change if the people who may or may not have committed a crime get to walk away with no legal consequences?

Duncan was entitled to a correction and apology but he's never fucking satisfied. Serious mental issues cause him to lash out at any " threat " and really won't let shit go until he unequivocally gets his way. Just to further flesh this out, in the stream where Duncan reveals the receipts from Chrissy, he also talks about a falling out he had with a YouTuber by the name of GameBoyLuke. Apparently Luke tried to touch Duncan's PC and (by Duncan's own words) he threatened Luke with some " heinous shit " and Luke " accepted his apology ". More than likely, Luke accepted his apology out of fear. Not out of any real forgiveness.
I kinda don't blame Kay for walking back an apology to someone like Duncan either when he's going to go out of his way to act like a massive sped. Whatever drugs he's on clearly aren't enough and he needs to go back to therapy.
Duncan eventually got Kay into his livestream and had her address her " ableist " remarks regarding his mental derangement. His main defense was something along the lines of " This is something that I developed to protect myself as a child " but I'll rebutt with this: Patterned behavior developed through childhood as a defense / coping mechanism more than likely will not fucking work once you're an adult and have moved out of the environment that you developed it in.
Using that as an excuse to be overly hostile to people over the slightest infraction is fucking bullshit and you're a gaslighting psychopath that's not much better than your older sister.

Kay going after his wife was wrong too so she should apologize for that. But considering that Beryl is now saying shit like " AlWaYs TrUsT yOuR gUt :) ShEs A bIg MeAnIe AnD i AlWaYs KnEw It " is not winning her over any damn favors. Sorry. Just stating it like it is.

Given the info I have now, I'm unsure if Chrissy actually did it. It's more than likely this was a misunderstanding OR she's lying for attention. But even if that's the case, why weren't all of you working privately in DM's TOGETHER to get to the bottom of things in order to make a legal case, should things have progressed to that point?
Like seriously, if you were sexually assaulted, POSSIBLY RAPED by the way certain things were phrased, why are you people not going to the authorities? These are major accusations you're throwing out here. But hey, since you lot seem so determined to make public asses of yourselves, we might as well get some popcorn and watch the fireworks.

Really should just make a thread for the Pokemon Community. There's so much fucking drama in it that it's insufferable. Maybe one day if I'm not so god damn lazy.

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Featured on Apr 22, 2021 at 10:04 AM: Tomlison v. 60 John Does: Subpoena to Cloudflare update.
Update: I have retained counsel in Wisconsin and filed as an Intervener to quash the subpoena, but their Counsel is boasting that they have records about my Cloudflare account going back to 2014 (when we started using it, indicating Cloudflare never purges records).

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Which, if true, means:
1. This person sued 60 anonymous people,
2. He petitioned the court to give him subpoenas for O&A Forum, ED, and the Kiwi Farms to identify the owners of those sites,
3, The Judge granted it,
4. Cloudflare emailed me to notify that I had 10 days to file a motion to quash,
5. When asked to extend, they gave 10 more days,
6. They might have just given it over anyways even though we filed on time.

🤷 Every day I'm a citizen of the United States of America I feel more disadvantaged than the day before.

Edit: I've been informed that it took Cloudflare 38 days to respond to the subpoena. They then gave me 10 days to reply, bumping it up to the 22nd. They delivered information on the 21st. Incompetence.
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Featured on Apr 18, 2021 at 11:15 AM: Jeffree Star crashed his car.
Jeffrey got into a car accident and is hospitalized.


Twitter is suprisingly pretty jovial about it!

Jeffrey Star is a genuinely bad enough person that his injury somehow shifted Twitter culture to where it's now okay to call him a faggot and make fun of his gayness.

Fucking amazing.


True & Honest Fan
Featured on Apr 16, 2021 at 7:33 PM: Meet the Troon Ranch's newest inductee: a child trafficker.
Now I admit that I am no expert in the US legal system but all sources I can find claims that prostitution can only be punished by up to 12 months in jail at max. So there have to be something going on there.
He was indeed sentenced for much, much worse.

Here we see they have a GFM for their SRS

Clicking on that gives us a name of "Christina Alicia Lynch.

Here, in their prison reform article we can see they are incarcerated in Georgia.

Googing the name and state brings up this old law suit by a prisoner suing over not having access to their hormones. This gives their actual name as Christopher Lynch.

So let's Google "Christopher Lynch" in Georgia.

Looks about right, and now we get Christopher Anderw Lynch (oh look same initials).

And here is a denial of a name change petition for a prisoner called Christopher Andrew Lynch.

OK let's stop fucking around, I burried the lede. They're a fucking child trafficking piece of shit.

Gee I wonder why prison might not be so pleasant (hint it ain't trans that's doing it).

Now there are a few inconsistencies that might mean I fucked this up. The article says 22 and they claim to have been imprisoned at 19, looking further though giver a prior attempted armed robbery in 2009, when they were 19.

They claim to be getting out in 2023

Which if imprisoned initially in 2009 and given 14 years well yeah 2023.

Also they're a typical AGP.

So fucking child trafficking pos kiddy diddler who struck a deal then trooned out is crying about being in solitary (to prevent the genpop shaking the pedo), is raising money to get the dick chop and wants to go live with the troon cult.
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Featured on Apr 14, 2021 at 4:37 PM: IP2: "Smooth Sanchez" arrested on bomb hoax after shouting Allahu Ackbar at NYC Pizzeria.
Smooth Sanchez was arrested for a hoax bomb threat.
Department of Justice Link

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New York Post Tweet

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Featured on Apr 12, 2021 at 10:00 AM: Alinity's DMCA: The story of a simp.
So, <[email protected]> gets this email.

I, Natalia Mogollon serve this notice that copyright infringing content has been found on https://kiwifarms.net/ site. This content has been stolen, and posted in violation of the Digital Millennium Copyright Act. I am seeking immediate deletion of the infringing content. Details are as follows:
Type of infringing content: pictures and videos
Most of this thread is posting my onlyfans content illegally.

My content location: https://onlyfans.com/alinity
Not complying with this notice will result in legal actions taken against you as provider of the platform for sharing my content and hosting provider of your site.

I understand that the information I provide in this copyright infringement notice may be provided to the affected parties upon request.

I state that I have a good faith belief that use of the material in the manner complained of is not authorized by the copyright owner, its agent, or the law.

I state that the information in the notification is accurate, and under penalty of perjury, that I am authorized to act on behalf of the owner of an exclusive right that is allegedly infringed.
Electronic signature: Natalia Mogollon
Unit 8B-402 3110 8th St. E.Saskatoon, SK, S7H0W2
I anticipate your response.
Regards,Natalia Mogollon (Alinity )

Sloppy and shitty, doesn't specifically identify infringing content, but most oddly is that the email address is:
haka3l <[email protected]>

I google it, and I find a hack tool release on a Polish multiplayer hacking community.
The other hit is for Fifa 17 MTX resales.

The date header of the email uses the timezone UTC +0200, which is most of the EU, including Poland.


I think this is a troll, so I just reply:
Why are you using an email address from a Polish group selling a Fifa 17 memory hacking tool?

Now the Facebook page in the screenshots is deleted. I don't get a reply, but I do get a DMCA complaint to Cloudflare. It's the same complaint, but the email is different.

Reporter's Email Address: [email protected]

That's.. also weird. A highlight email address? Does Alinity run her own highlight channel?

So, I email Alinity using a known business address.

From: Null <[email protected]>
To: [email protected]

I believe this is a fraudulent complaint intended to cause problems for you. Is this an authentic legal complaint?


Alas ...

From: Alinity Divine <[email protected]>
To: [email protected]
Hello. Yes this is correct. Please remove the content, as it is violating my copyright.

Interestingly, the timestamp on this is using -0600 which is US Central. This is not consistent with Poland, but it is consistent with her actual address.

So I reply,

I cannot action this copyright complaint because you've not given me any specific URLs to allegedly infringing content.

Usually, copyrighted content hosted on the Kiwi Farms is used for critical review and/or ridicule. This qualifies as fair use pursuant to 17 U.S. Code § 107.

If you have any questions, please contact an attorney.


She replies again

The URL where the content is located is onlyfans.com/alinity

So I reply again

No. The content. You have to link to the specific images on my website which you are alleging is a violation of your intellectual property as protected by United States copyright law.

Do you understand? You are not paying me to protect your copyright. I am not going to look at your porno site, figure out what images are yours, then scan through a 79 page thread to match those images up and delete them with the assumption they are not being used fairly. You don't get to decide that. My interests are adversarial to yours.

If you need assistance filing your DMCA complaint, you should consult an attorney. Be aware that I probably will contest your complaint because these images are likely being used fairly as part of critical discussion and ridicule.

Round 3. Now if you DMCA via Cloudflare, Cloudflare will reveal the host information. Guess who got an email next?

dmca takedown
From: Alinity Highlights <[email protected]>
To: [email protected]
I, Natalia Mogollon serve this notice that copyright infringing content has been found on https://kiwifarms.net site. This content has been stolen, and posted in violation of the Digital Millennium Copyright Act. I am seeking immediate deletion of the infringing content. Details are as follows:
Type of infringing content: pictures and videos

Entire forum thread posing copyrighted content

My content location: https://onlyfans.com/alinity

Not complying with this notice will result in legal actions taken against you as provider of the services for that site and hosting provider. Site owner refused to remove the content so this is the last notice.

I understand that the information I provide in this copyright infringement notice may be provided to the affected parties upon request.
I state that I have a good faith belief that use of the material in the manner complained of is not authorized by the copyright owner, its agent, or the law.
I state that the information in the notification is accurate, and under penalty of perjury.

Electronic signature: Natalia Mogollon
Unit 8B-402 3110 8th St. E.Saskatoon, SK, S7H0W2
I anticipate your response.
Regards,Natalia Mogollon (Alinity )

Surprise, we're back in Poland with this email.

Hello again Alinity,

I am my own host. Your complaints are still going to me.

I have explained to you that your takedown request is incomplete and cannot be actioned. You are requesting the deletion of a page of user generated content you do not own.

Be aware that, even if there is copyrighted content on the forum, the Kiwi Farms is a place of criticism and ridicule. If your copyrighted content is on there, they are very likely being made fun of, and this is a constitutionally protected form of speech in the United States. If you have questions, please consult an attorney within the United States.

Joshua Moon
Managing Member
1776 Solutions, LLC
Suite A-1017
Fort Walton Beach FL 32547

After sending this I realize that this is definitely a simp that's helping her.


His Github account has only one contribution: he's complaining about a Twitch Downloader.


Definitely from Pooland.

His only videos are of Alinity and Fifa, so I guess he is writing programs to hack soccer games.

He's active in very old Bitcoin related polish threads.


Fun fact: I had a theory maybe he was a super rich Bitcoin simp throwing bitpennies at her for titty pictures, but he's talking about an alt-coin called Zcash in June, 2017. Buying Zcash in June, 2017 is about the only possible way you could have lost money with cryptocurrencies in 2017 short of buying fucking Bitconnect. To put this into perspective, he would be up 23x on just Bitcoin alone at the same time.


Imagine getting your simps to file legal documents for you.

From: Null <[email protected]>
To: Alinity Divine <[email protected]>
CC: haka3l <[email protected]>


Informing you that the Polish simp impersonating you and sending me your address is possibly committing perjury in doing so.

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Pride month ended so White Boy Summer can begin
Featured on Apr 12, 2021 at 7:34 AM: Jake Paul is being accused of sexual assault.
To add on to the huge ass wave of YouTuber's getting accused of sexual shit, it's Jake Paul's turn at the moment. He is being accused at the moment of sexual assault by Justine Paradise, who has over half a million followers on TikTok.

The full video is linked here, but I am putting a summary below. As of writing this full clip has 75K views on YouTube while a snippet has almost half a million views on Twitter.